Let's start off with my Mom:
She is generally apathetic towards my struggles, having lived the spoiled, pampered life of an NT female.
However, she is generally an agreeable person beyond that fault, so whatever.
Then there's my Dad:
Oh fuck, where do I even start with this prick? For starters, he seems to have this complex that I can't function without my medication. This is total bullshit, of course, as I haven't taken my medication in the last 4-odd months, for the reason that I won't be able to drink and therefore expedite my death. (More on that in another thread.)
Instead, I've just been dumping my meds into the trash, but I've had to do so in a pattern that gives the illusion that I'm taking them, so as not to let them smell a rat.
The fact that I've been able to fool them for nearly half a year (Either this February or March) proves that they don't actually care about helping me and just see my meds as depersonalization tablets.
Moving on from that, we come on to his logical inconsistencies and contradictions.
He wants me to learn to drive, yet he thinks I can't function without my meds. Dumbass, you can't take your test under the influence, and the meds have to be taken on a daily basis. And for that matter, weren't you assholes the ones who told me at 16, and I remember their exact words for how hugely they impacted my life, that I was, "Too impulsive."? You're supporting what you stand against. Make up your fucking minds.
He wants me to pay for my own dental bills, (Teeth constantly get cavities because of trash genetics.) yet he gets pissed at me when I can't pay rent? Uh, dumbass, you might want to reassess your priorities. Dental bills or rent? Pick one.
She is generally apathetic towards my struggles, having lived the spoiled, pampered life of an NT female.
However, she is generally an agreeable person beyond that fault, so whatever.
Then there's my Dad:
Oh fuck, where do I even start with this prick? For starters, he seems to have this complex that I can't function without my medication. This is total bullshit, of course, as I haven't taken my medication in the last 4-odd months, for the reason that I won't be able to drink and therefore expedite my death. (More on that in another thread.)
Instead, I've just been dumping my meds into the trash, but I've had to do so in a pattern that gives the illusion that I'm taking them, so as not to let them smell a rat.
The fact that I've been able to fool them for nearly half a year (Either this February or March) proves that they don't actually care about helping me and just see my meds as depersonalization tablets.
Moving on from that, we come on to his logical inconsistencies and contradictions.
He wants me to learn to drive, yet he thinks I can't function without my meds. Dumbass, you can't take your test under the influence, and the meds have to be taken on a daily basis. And for that matter, weren't you assholes the ones who told me at 16, and I remember their exact words for how hugely they impacted my life, that I was, "Too impulsive."? You're supporting what you stand against. Make up your fucking minds.
He wants me to pay for my own dental bills, (Teeth constantly get cavities because of trash genetics.) yet he gets pissed at me when I can't pay rent? Uh, dumbass, you might want to reassess your priorities. Dental bills or rent? Pick one.
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