It's Over My paranoia/schizophrenia keeps getting worse and i cant bear it anymore

[Friezacel]

I dont hear voices or see non existent stuff, but i always have the feeling that people outside are watching me and secretly making fun of me. If i walk by a teenagers or a group of male teenagers i feel like they are about to attack or stab me, especially when they are sand or niggers. My mind tries to tell me that my thoughts are irrarional, but the feeling of getting followed or to get attacked keep getting stronger and i dont know how long i can endure this before i completely lose my mind and go insane.

 

[InsidiousMerchant]

Seek medical assistance.

 

[InsidiousMerchant]

Seek medical assistance.

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[Friezacel]

Seek medical assistance.

You mean jewpills ?

 

[InsidiousMerchant]

You mean jewpills ?

Maybe an official diagnosis. Sorry, if you already have one, then you might need to take jewpills if the attacks are BAD. You already said you tried to counter your thoughts by telling them they're irrational? What do you mean by that?

 

[supersoldier]

almost the same, i think years of bullying contributed to it

 

[HamburglarCel]

I relate.

I am always paranoid that some higher ups are watching me. It gets especially bad after I watch some conspiracy video about ((((them))))

 

[InsidiousMerchant]

Do you think it could be insecurity or your body flaring into defensive mode?

almost the same, i think years of bullying contributed to it

Like this - bullying. Sandniggers are aggressive after all...

 

[Friezacel]

Maybe an official diagnosis. Sorry, if you already have one, then you might need to take jewpills if the attacks are BAD. You already said you tried to counter your thoughts by telling them they're irrational? What do you mean by that?

I think i worded it a bit wrong. I know that these thoughts are irrational and not real, but my paranoid and irrational thoughts keep getting stronger

 

[supersoldier]

walk by a teenagers or a group of male teenagers i feel like they are about to attack or stab me, especially when they are sand or niggers.

it makes perfect sense, teenagers are most aggressive, especially in groups

 

[Kina Hikikomori]

it makes perfect sense, teenagers are most aggressive, especially in groups

 

[Friezacel]

almost the same, i think years of bullying contributed to it

Do you think it could be insecurity or your body flaring into defensive mode?

Like this - bullying. Sandniggers are aggressive after all...

Definitely contributed to it. Always got betrayed and hurt by people, even by ones who were or are close to me. Gave me extreme trust issues over the time

 

[Darth Aries]

I didn’t realize that having those thoughts was a schizo trait, count me in I guess

 

[Darth Aries]

Not to mention I hear Beethoven music stuck in my head sometimes and it drives me up a fucking wall

 

[nice_try]

Seek medical assistance.

Don't do that.
People on here want to whine and bitch about their problems, not fix them.

 

[KillNiggers]

What happens when you play too much KF2, watch weird german channels and browse this dogshit website:

 

[lazy_gamer_423]

i've been this way for years kek

My mind tries to tell me that my thoughts are irrarional

minus this though

 

[Biowaste Removal]

almost the same, i think years of bullying contributed to it

Its severe abused dog syndrome

I started developing this as well since last year, even though I had stopped getting bullied years ago

It just took several years for the symptoms to show it self

 

[Biowaste Removal]

Honestly it might be more so PTSD than schizophrenia

 

[Todd Thundercock]

You should be on guard when around niggers and sand.

But, worrying about kids laughing at you, stop that. Even if they are, which they're probably not, it doesn't matter.

 

[Friezacel]

What happens when you play too much KF2, watch weird german channels and browse this dogshit website:

It was long before i started KF2 + i barely watch German TV

 

[Friezacel]

You should be on guard when around niggers and sand.

But, worrying about kids laughing at you, stop that. Even if they are, which they're probably not, it doesn't matter.

I was talking about teenagers and not kids

 

[over_department]

I am always paranoid that some higher ups are watching me. It gets especially bad after I watch some conspiracy video about ((((them))))

That’s not paranoia, they ARE watching us

 

[over_department]

I relate. You seem a little better though, I can hear voices pretty often especially in isolated situations