SuicideFuel My only "friend" used me to buy drugs

[MisanthropicMemes]

I mentioned before i had someone who i knew from elementary who i smoke with. Well this nigger is underage and i got banned from my local store that i used because this niggas told me to use his card to buy him a cart without telling me he got denied buying the same product 10 mins earlier so when i went in the store eventually knew what was up and i got banned. And it turns out this kid hasnt messaged me (this happened in like early april) and hasn gone to my crib since. Honestly man its my fault for trusting normalfags i shouldnt even be mad if you guys make fun of me. Its just that this kid literally had long deep talks with me and even said he loved me and yadda yadda just for it to turn out he only came over to use a store (and the foid employees likely took a pic of me too and talked about me so i got humilated too)

Fun fact: every friend group or friendship ive ever been in always ends in some sort of betrayal or it turns out the other person never really liked me. Aside from this kid, my only (literally my only) other social interaction is with these ltn incel adjacent guys on a discord group but even just now some fat indian autist retard who has threatened to rape my family members and has harrassed my family via phone got done calling me a bitch and talking down on me through his phone screen and ofc the other faggots didnt care. I left that discord and im going to cut them off too. I only deal with this retard because its my only friend group i can talk to on the phone often but im done with them. Now too). I literally have no one now


Tl dr but it turns out even making true honest friends is impossible for me. Literally no one likes me

 

[ALifeWastedOnRot]

I mentioned before i had someone who i knew from elementary who i smoke with. Well this nigger is underage and i got banned from my local store that i used because this niggas told me to use his card to buy him a cart without telling me he got denied buying the same product 10 mins earlier so when i went in the store eventually knew what was up and i got banned. And it turns out this kid hasnt messaged me (this happened in like early april) and hasn gone to my crib since. Honestly man its my fault for trusting normalfags i shouldnt even be mad if you guys make fun of me. Its just that this kid literally had long deep talks with me and even said he loved me and yadda yadda just for it to turn out he only came over to use a store (and the foid employees likely took a pic of me too and talked about me so i got humilated too)

Fun fact: every friend group or friendship ive ever been in always ends in some sort of betrayal or it turns out the other person never really liked me. Aside from this kid, my only (literally my only) other social interaction is with these ltn incel adjacent guys on a discord group but even just now some fat indian autist retard who has threatened to rape my family members and has harrassed my family via phone got done calling me a bitch and talking down on me through his phone screen and ofc the other faggots didnt care. I left that discord and im going to cut them off too. I only deal with this retard because its my only friend group i can talk to on the phone often but im done with them. Now too). I literally have no one now


Tl dr but it turns out even making true honest friends is impossible for me. This is why im a misantrophope.

I'm sorry to hear that bro.

 

[leasurehobo]

He said he loves you? You a faggot?

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

He said he loves you? You a faggot?

No as in i love you as a friend obv lmao but its sad because i thought i had a real friend there. This has been happening to me my whole life where people are nice to me in my face only for it to turn out that they had other motives in there

 

[leasurehobo]

No as in i love you as a friend obv lmao but its sad because i thought i had a real friend there. This has been happening to me my whole life where people are nice to me in my face only for it to turn out that they had other motives in there

Happens check how much they message you online if it's like once a month and "yo got the answer this problem or help me with something" than they are fake

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

I'm sorry to hear that bro.

Im honestly used to it by now and atp its my fault. No one will, male or female, will never truly see me in purely postive light. Its like im literally cursed to be as unlikable as possible. Ig now I have to find a way to cope with literally 0 irl people and likely honestly atp even online to talk to. People on this forum have been nicer to me and most people in my life (i dont know you guys irl so i cant say for sure of course but the point still stands)

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

Happens check how much they message you online if it's like once a month and "yo got the answer this problem or help me with something" than they are fake

Nigga hasnt messaged me in almost a month lmao. I shouldve known better than to trust even the most "nice" appearing normalfags. My life is literally cursed, even you other guys in this forum at least have one male peer you can trust. Both men AND women universially detest me unless they want something

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

Happens check how much they message you online if it's like once a month and "yo got the answer this problem or help me with something" than they are fake

Nigga hasnt messaged me in almost a month lmao. I shouldve known better than to trust even the most "nice" appearing normalfags. My life is literally cursed, even you other guys in this forum at least have one male peer you can trust. Both men AND women universially detest me unless they want some

 

[leasurehobo]

Nigga hasnt messaged me in almost a month lmao. I shouldve known better than to trust even the most "nice" appearing normalfags. My life is literally cursed, even you other guys in this forum at least have one male peer you can trust. Both men AND women universially detest me unless they want something

Nahh we think we have one they abandon you when you least expect it I had 3 all fake

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

I bet a good chuck of this forum would start making fun of me too if they met me irl. Thats how unlikable I am. Im a high inhib ugly autist even other incels shit on me

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

Nahh we think we have one they abandon you when you least expect it I had 3 all fake

Atp just stop even trying to hang out with normalfags. Remember these moments when retards say "just go out and meet people broooo"

 

[leasurehobo]

Atp just stop even trying to hang out with normalfags. Remember these moments when retards say "just go out and meet people broooo"

Nah gotta use to become successful and ascend

 

[laanda]

on school camp my only friend told me spin the bottle was on, but when we arrived they told us it was cancelled and texted him that he could only play if he left and came back later without me so he did
this actually happened to me. i was 13, life is awful. i don't know why i believed it, 10 kids in the tent 'it's cancelled but we're in the tent at 1am hehe'

i did not hold it against him, it would take a lot of naivety to expect him to be like hell no i won't do that, but it was absolutely crushing when they then talked about it having happened, not even caring that i knew. i had to process that they had removed me- 13 mayn

 

[Emba]

My. Condolences. Bro.

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

on school camp my only friend told me spin the bottle was on, but when we arrived they told us it was cancelled and texted him that he could only play if he left and came back later without me so he did
this actually happened to me. i was 13, life is awful. i don't know why i believed it, 10 kids in the tent 'it's cancelled but we're in the tent at 1am hehe'

i did not hold it against him, it would take a lot of naivety to expect him to be like hell no i won't do that, but it was absolutely crushing when they then talked about it having happened, not even caring that i knew. i had to process that they had removed me- 13 mayn

Im sorry man really i hate normies so much

 

[DutchCel01]

I had a fake friend like this too. Would only come outside for food with me (i paid obviously) if i asked just to hangout or some shit it was always a no.

 

[laanda]

No one will, male or female, will never truly see me in purely postive light.

Sartre pilled

no one will ever 'know' you to them you are just your outward self, in incel terms yes, but also in terms of individual depth you live with all day in your mind

always makes me sadder to know noone will know me for more than my face, than to know they hate my face

might not have been what you were referring to though. certainly not something i see discussed here often. too sappy i guess

 

[Samkakum]

I was used by sand niggers to sell fake drugs. They paid me 50€ every time i went to the store to steal some supplements they would spray paint red and sell ahead. It was good money tho, would continue if they were still around.

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

Sartre pilled

no one will ever 'know' you to them you are just your outward self, in incel terms yes, but also in terms of individual depth you live with all day in your mind

always makes me sadder to know noone will know me for more than my face, than to know they hate my face

might not have been what you were referring to though. certainly not something i see discussed here often. too sappy i guess

Never read sartre says he was a commie tho. But what your describing is what ive been thinking my whole life; you only understand yourself, how most people percieve you in THEIR mind is likely radically different from your true thoughts inner person etc.

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

I had a fake friend like this too. Would only come outside for food with me (i paid obviously) if i asked just to hangout or some shit it was always a no.

And you were still kind enough to use your own money. At least this nigga made me use his card damn that bitch should pay you back idgaf how long ago it was

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

I was used by sand niggers to sell fake drugs. They paid me 50€ every time i went to the store to steal some supplements they would spray paint red and sell ahead. It was good money tho, would continue if they were still around.

Does finland have lots of those ppl too?

 

[DutchCel01]

And you were still kind enough to use your own money. At least this nigga made me use his card damn that bitch should pay you back idgaf how long ago it was

Its whatever idc about the money tbh i just though we were friends and thats what friends do for each other.

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

Its whatever idc about the money tbh i just though we were friends and thats what friends do for each other.

It fucking stings man it makes you ask youself "what WERE they really thinking of me this whole time?". Everytime you went to "hang out" with him, you truly thought you were making a true friend and that someone truly appreciated your company - only for it to turn out they were likely thinking "lemme use this retarded faggot for some food / drugs / money etc." while being nice to your face. Fuck people man. I cant even imagine how much being betrayed by a FOID hurts when even other male peers fucking you over honestly hurts enough

 

[Samkakum]

Does finland have lots of those ppl too?

Buyers heavily outweight the sellers so working with the sellers pays you pretty good.

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

Buyers heavily outweight the sellers so working with the sellers pays you pretty good.

Tbh i meant sand niggers lmao (where u live is prob very nice tbh)

 

[laanda]

Never read sartre says he was a commie tho. But what your describing is what ive been thinking my whole life; you only understand yourself, how most people percieve you in THEIR mind is likely radically different from your true thoughts inner person etc.

i will take the opportunity to discuss my favourite social theorist. he was a philosopher in the 1930s. i am a fan of his philosophy, but not his person. he was ugly, but slept with lots of women and was bluepilled about dating, despite being one of the most famous people in france (also it was the 30s and he levied his position at universities to fuck students). he also liked kids. nonetheless i separate him from his work, his two key concepts are 'bad faith' and dissociation. Bad faith is that people embrace their outward identity as a 'woodworker, because that is the job i do'. He believed that everything you put after the words 'i am;' was an illusion given to you by society, except gender. It is an antiquated opinion because there was more social mobility in his time and his time was one where social mobility had just increased rapidly, so you can say that it was about changing a long held belief for a then, new world where not everyone was a peasent or factory worker, but often held the belief that they were, because it had been instilled into their family. Today, you can't really just claim you aren't a software developer and become a politician or something. Everything is too established and experience based. Sadly that part has aged badly, but It is more a theory about idenfitying with that label, so a gay person acts gay, a woodcutter acts like a woodcutter and a CEO believes he is a CEO, when in reality he is just a man. In that I find it still holds up, it is important to not think it makes you a different breed of human. Goes quite well with the blackpill I find. I am no lesser than anyone just because they hate my face. Instead of being about changing what you are, it was about not being defined by what you are, and he believed that the inner depth of a person was far greater than the way you are seen by the world. So that man would live as a woodworker and considered it to define who he was. As an incel, I am 'seen' even less than what a normie is 'seen'. My inner depth is less known to others who barely know anything other than i am an incel, than the inner depth of a sexhaver.

He wrote 3+ books about people losing touch with the way that they understand the world around them and going insane in the process, the idea behind it being something that is now called a 'relational frame' or that humans always end up seeing the times they live in and the world as 'normal' while it is actually very strange. I live with my parents who care for me because i am their son, and noone else cares for me because i am not their son. To humans this is normal, but ultimately it is very strange, they only care because of an evolutionary and social concept that it matters if their kids don't make it, and that leads to them giving me food in my mid 20s. My avi is currently Sartre, and the picture is highly favourable to him looks wise, not that i chose one where he looked his best, i just liked the expression. if you don't want to read philosophy then disregard it, it's not entertaining unless you're the cringey type of person who cares about non fiction theories written by other people.

 

[Samkakum]

Tbh i meant sand niggers lmao (where u live is prob very nice tbh)

Were i live yes, but not in every city tho.