Serious My obsession with Jill Valentine is making me depressed.

[VλREN]

this going to sound rather……well I don’t know how to put it. I’ll let you judge.

But I am obsessed with her, I not sure why but I am constantly thinking about her.

Obviously she isn’t real that’s what makes it so special and yet so torturous . She can’t be raped by the cold hand of reality.

She’ll always be pretty and will never age. Her face can’t be burnt and she can’t be paralyzed in a accident. She doesn’t eat or experience defecation. She isn’t prone to the ugliness of life or the human condition. She will never cheat, she’ll never ruin your life. She’ll never wrong you, she’ll never scream at you

Because she isn’t real.

Theses are the defining factors that separate her form an IRL foid. She isn’t just another heap of meat. She’s an idea.


As to why I feel such a strong attraction to this I don’t know. But I feel depressed about it.

Depressed? You may ask. You know damn well that’s pathetic and selfish.

People are actually suffering in the world and this prick is depressed about a fictional foid? JFL. You have EVERY right to say that because it’s the truth.

Yes I completely understand, but it’s about what life could be rather then what it is.

As not to to die or cease to live but rather to escape into a new reality instead of being a simple demoralized observer.

That’s what I feel.


View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zC-OVsmOtrs&list=RDzC-OVsmOtrs&start_radio=1&pp=ygUyVGhlIEdob3N0IE9mIEJlbGEgTHVnb3NpIC0gRGllIFdpdGggWW91ciBFeWVzIE9wZW6gBwE%3D

 

[Xul]

Only good thing about re5 was dat jill ass

 

[Sir Silentium]

How long have you been infatuated with her?

 

[VλREN]

How long have you been infatuated with her?

I’ve tried to recall

Maybe 2021?

But it’s gotten really bad since 2023

But I’ve actually only played one resident evil game, I’ve only played the 3rd game on Dreamcast when I was really young.

I don’t know why I have an obsession towards her

 

[Sir Silentium]

I’ve tried to recall

Maybe 2021?

But it’s gotten really bad since 2023

But I’ve actually only played one resident evil game, I’ve only played the 3rd game on Dreamcast when I was really young.

I don’t know why I have an obsession towards her

Brutal, I though being obsessed with a fake female would be heaps easier to get over than a real female.

 

[VλREN]

Brutal, I though being obsessed with a fake female would be heaps easier to get over than a real female.

Quite the opposite

 

[Sir Silentium]

Quite the opposite

I've been obsessed with this girl online. Only because I know that she is real and I feel that any other girl apart from her would be doing myself a disservice. I have heard about people having Lara Croft obsessions though

 

[ColderManTruce]

It's over for valentinecels

 

[VλREN]

. I have heard about people having Lara Croft obsessions though

Yeah I’ve never really felt anything towards that character

I've been obsessed with this girl online. Only because I know that she is real and I feel that any other girl apart from her would be doing myself a disservice.

I don’t really care about real Foids anymore

 

[VλREN]

It's over for valentinecels

It’s been over nigga

 

[TooSomething]

Here's a solution to your problem. Find a prostitute that looks like her.

Visit her. Make her wear a Jill Valentine outfit and then fuck all her orifices.

Tank me later.

I should be doing that also, btw, but I don't obsess a video game character.

 

[ColderManTruce]

It’s been over nigga

In all honesty I think she'd be a pretty generic foid if she was real, CHADONLY aswell

 

[VλREN]

Here's a solution to your problem. Find a prostitute that looks like her.

Visit her. Make her wear a Jill Valentine outfit and then fuck all her orifices.

Tank me later.

I should be doing that also, btw, but I don't obsess a video game character.

I’ve had someone suggested that before

But no I don’t think I could do that, I’ll never loose my virginity to a prostitute

 

[VλREN]

In all honesty I think she'd be a pretty generic foid if she was real, CHADONLY aswell

Took offense

 

[ColderManTruce]

Took offense

Reality is brutal

 

[VλREN]

Also I made a TikTok account just so I can watch foids cosplay as her.

There’s nothing sexual about too, my TikTok is just filled with Jill Valentine content

 

[caineturbat2003]

Fictional foids giga mog real life foids making them look like artificial troons. It's understandable to have this form of obsession when real life foids display disgusting and degenerate behaviors that will also affect their appearance.

There's also the fact that we are forced by the (((system))) to be attracted to hags when they peak during their adolescence. If you noticed, most fictional foids look no different than their adolescent counterparts.

Similarly to me, I have formed an obsession with anime foids because they look more feminine than any real roastie could ever imagine of. Again, that is because we are wired to go for the youthful ones. And even normiefags also started to get into anime foids.

 

[Failed Pullout]

Start VR maxxing https://hub.virtamate.com/resources/jill-valentine.56238/

 

[TooSomething]

I’ve had someone suggested that before

But no I don’t think I could do that, I’ll never loose my virginity to a prostitute

You don't even have a virginity, you moron.

That is a female thing. In English it is called "to deflower".
Now think about the meaning of this.

Nobody fucks you and pumps THEIR seed into you during sex, unless you're some homosexual.

You do it to the bitch. If she hasn't been fucked yet, then you can deflower her.

 

[Poindexter]

me with Claire Redfield

 

[VλREN]

You don't even have a virginity, you moron.

That is a female thing. In English it is called "to deflower".
Now think about the meaning of this.

Nobody fucks you and pumps THEIR seed into you during sex, unless you're some homosexual.

You do it to the bitch. If she hasn't been fucked yet, then you can deflower her.

Ok still it will be my First time having intercourse

 

[TooSomething]

Ok still it will be my First time having intercourse

So what, nigga?

I've done it with a hooker too. Forget love. You won't get it anyway.
None of us will.

Actual love / affection / attraction could only be gotten during your teens, when you had nothing to offer but yourself.

But nobody wanted YOU, and nobody wanted ME.

All a bitch could, MAYBE, want me for nowadays, is to have a stable bread winner, in other words a betabuxxer and maybe even a cuck who raises her bastard children.

That, OBVIOUSELY, I will never do.

No, not a volcel.

Why would I eat the crumbs if I am owed proper bread like everyone else, especially when I am otherwise a contributing member of this society?

 

[VλREN]

So what, nigga?

I've done it with a hooker too. Forget love. You won't get it anyway.
None of us will.

Actual love / affection / attraction could only be gotten during your teens, when you had nothing to offer but yourself.

But nobody wanted YOU, and nobody wanted ME.

All a bitch could, MAYBE, want me for nowadays, is to have a stable bread winner, in other words a betabuxxer and maybe even a cuck who raises her bastard children.

That, OBVIOUSELY, I will never do.

No, not a volcel.

Why would I eat the crumbs if I am owed proper bread like everyone else, especially when I am otherwise a contributing member of this society?

I am staying a virgin until I die

I do not care

 

[CuntHater]

Here's a solution to your problem. Find a prostitute that looks like her.

Visit her. Make her wear a Jill Valentine outfit and then fuck all her orifices.

Tank me later.

I should be doing that also, btw, but I don't obsess a video game character.

I Have done this a few times, even had an escort once who had a whole wardrobe full of cosplay shit, eventhough she was paid and there was no actual love, it still was nice.

 

[TooSomething]

I Have done this a few times, even had an escort once who had a whole wardrobe full of cosplay shit, eventhough she was paid and there was no actual love, it still was nice.

I have to try this once, I guess. LoL

 

[VλREN]

I Have done this a few times, even had an escort once who had a whole wardrobe full of cosplay shit, eventhough she was paid and there was no actual love, it still was nice.

Fakecel

 

[Sir Silentium]

I don’t really care about real Foids anymore

Same for the most part, especially if they're 18+

 

[CuntHater]

I have to try this once, I guess. LoL

Come to holland or germany and knock yourself out

 

[CuntHater]

Fakecel

Escortcelling is not the same as being a fakecel

 

[TooSomething]

Come to holland or germany and knock yourself out

I live close to your border. LoL

 

[VλREN]

Escortcelling is not the same as being a fakecel

Yes it is

And I am tried of pretending it’s not

You’ll never be one of us

 

[SlayerSlayer]

you like the idea of protecting her, and her protecting you-- this is a fantasy only possible in a japanese video game

 

[PTSD Marsupials]

You don't even have a virginity, you moron.

That is a female thing. In English it is called "to deflower".
Now think about the meaning of this.

Nobody fucks you and pumps THEIR seed into you during sex, unless you're some homosexual.

You do it to the bitch. If she hasn't been fucked yet, then you can deflower her.

Romantic love >>>>> sex

Fantasy of saving yourself for your true love is a better high than having sex. Going to a prostitute would ruin that fantasy completely. Virginity as a male has some value in that regard

 

[CuntHater]

Yes it is

And I am tried of pretending it’s not

You’ll never be one of us

And you get to decide that? People like you are the part of the reason this place lacks unity and has infighting. Too many inflated egos who think they decide who is a fakecel and who isn't.

 

[ThePornographer]

Bro is in the last stage of hikikomori brain rotting.

Next step is to have an AI girlfriend

Joke aside i think i know what you feel, sometimes i also start to get into a mindset where i think " yeah i could just stop trying and just live in a fantasy with anime girls, because it's more comfy, they never hurt you, they never make your life hell..." but it doesnt last very long, for me it's maybe one day in two months.

But i know why it feel good and also sad at the same time, because it's just a fantasy...

 

[SilentShadow]

Goon to Rule 34 porn of her.

 

[TooSomething]

Romantic love >>>>> sex

Fantasy of saving yourself for your true love is a better high than having sex. Going to a prostitute would ruin that fantasy completely. Virginity as a male has some value in that regard

At best you still have the purity of your soul, if you don't pay a whore to fuck.

I don't have that and I dgaf anymore, tbh.

Back when I was christmaxxing and nationalistmaxxing I'd I ironically keep myself pure for MY future virgin wife to have a family with.

That dream turned into a nightmare because that virgin wife was a pipe dream, a lie that has been sold to me and robbed me of my best years.

 

[SteelCentaur]

Understandable. Jill was the object of my obsession for many years.

 

[ImperialArk]

NGL I was kind of the same at one point obsessed with Tifa, literally the most perfect female in creation

Honestly I would pay for an escort to dress up as her but I don't know where to find one that can actually cosplay decently, if i get a streetwalker to do it it will just ruin Tifa for me

 

[Eunuch]

worshiping good looking people even digital ones is complete slave faggotry, it's the same thing as your avi

 

[VλREN]

worshiping good looking people even digital ones is complete slave faggotry,

True I completely understand, however is it any different form niggas who worship stupid anime foids?

Also Aren’t people who worship political leaders and historical leaders slaves too?

it's the same thing as your avi

WTF is wrong with my avi? Explain

 

[VλREN]

Next step is to have an AI girlfriend

I am not @Clavicus Vile

 

[ManOfVengeance]

just stop being obsessed with her bro.

 

[VλREN]

just stop being obsessed with her bro.

Thanks saaar

 

[Eunuch]

True I completely understand, however is it any different form niggas who worship stupid anime foids?

This forum is more heavily moderated in comparison to the mid 2010s PSL forums, but a really common thing you would see on PSL was incels making water crab in a bucket posts about how they hate other incels and how good looking people have better personalities etc (not saying you do the latter but the former is definitely part of the grey hater act)

this correlated strongly with having Chad/anime avis, also seems to correlate with porn use

Overall it's unironically a defeatist mindset designed to gaslight yourself into thinking you deserve your fate. like no matter how much of a dumb ugly idiot you actually are irl, the thing preventing you from getting pussy is probably mostly looks. Drawing attention to any shortcomings besides lms is cope, and even if you could attribute lack of money to the whole dumb ugly idiot narrative, it's already a tenuous point

 

[kay']

Not sure how can such a thing even develop, when you have not even played the games that much too.

I do remember tho i had a massive crush on a pornstar i watched as a kid.

I told myself "when i grow up im gona find her and take care of her"

Jfl.

At least that one was real, but the naivety is the same.

 

[kay']

You know now that i think of it, something like this will be completely normalized once ai sex robots become mainstream.

 

[endoftheskies]

this going to sound rather……well I don’t know how to put it. I’ll let you judge.

But I am obsessed with her, I not sure why but I am constantly thinking about her.

Obviously she isn’t real that’s what makes it so special and yet so torturous . She can’t be raped by the cold hand of reality.

She’ll always be pretty and will never age. Her face can’t be burnt and she can’t be paralyzed in a accident. She doesn’t eat or experience defecation. She isn’t prone to the ugliness of life or the human condition. She will never cheat, she’ll never ruin your life. She’ll never wrong you, she’ll never scream at you

Because she isn’t real.

Theses are the defining factors that separate her form an IRL foid. She isn’t just another heap of meat. She’s an idea.


As to why I feel such a strong attraction to this I don’t know. But I feel depressed about it.

Depressed? You may ask. You know damn well that’s pathetic and selfish.

People are actually suffering in the world and this prick is depressed about a fictional foid? JFL. You have EVERY right to say that because it’s the truth.

Yes I completely understand, but it’s about what life could be rather then what it is.

As not to to die or cease to live but rather to escape into a new reality instead of being a simple demoralized observer.

That’s what I feel.


View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zC-OVsmOtrs&list=RDzC-OVsmOtrs&start_radio=1&pp=ygUyVGhlIEdob3N0IE9mIEJlbGEgTHVnb3NpIC0gRGllIFdpdGggWW91ciBFeWVzIE9wZW6gBwE%3D

schizomaxxing

 

[rcnfive]

i had to look up who tf this is

 

[ezio6]

Over for resident evil cels