“another futile crusade for amends.Time moves forward, and nothing changes.”- Max Payne
It’s been a month since I’ve posted here, am certain most don’t remember but I had to leave my hometown because my mom became ill and almost died.
When I wrote that post it was my final few hours of me being in my room, I’ve lived in that room since August 2016. So much history and so many memories.
The only good news is my mom is doing way better.
But am living in some shithole down here in Texas. Am not going to say what city it is but let’s just say compared to my old city this place is a five star bonafide shithole.
Whole place is filled with hicks and spics, also pretty much everyone here is a dog nutter
I miss my hometown so fucking much, wish I was more great full. Hell I miss everything
I miss my mom
I miss my room
I miss my stuff
I miss my evening walks
I miss my hometown
I miss my old job and making 20$ an hour
I miss being in California
I miss all my old routines
It’s strange that out of everything I miss my evening walks the most
But am going to salvage what I can, I need to learn how to drive.
I was originally not going to post on here because It felt like it would be imposing my bad habits but I’ve already done that. Like I’ve been constantly jerking off and eating slop in order to cope.
Hopefully I’ll stop in a few weeks and start to get my life back in order, anyway a lot can happen in a month.
Don’t know what most of you niggas have been up to on .IS, am certain some users left and the GrAY replacers have grown in numbers.
Oh the airport was brutal, tons of literal chads and Staceys. I guess only attractive people are allowed to explore the world. But here’s a photo I took before we landed in my new town.
I remember constantly trying to live in the moment second by second, 30 days have already passed
It’s been a month since I’ve posted here, am certain most don’t remember but I had to leave my hometown because my mom became ill and almost died.
When I wrote that post it was my final few hours of me being in my room, I’ve lived in that room since August 2016. So much history and so many memories.
The only good news is my mom is doing way better.
But am living in some shithole down here in Texas. Am not going to say what city it is but let’s just say compared to my old city this place is a five star bonafide shithole.
Whole place is filled with hicks and spics, also pretty much everyone here is a dog nutter
I miss my hometown so fucking much, wish I was more great full. Hell I miss everything
I miss my mom
I miss my room
I miss my stuff
I miss my evening walks
I miss my hometown
I miss my old job and making 20$ an hour
I miss being in California
I miss all my old routines
It’s strange that out of everything I miss my evening walks the most
But am going to salvage what I can, I need to learn how to drive.
I was originally not going to post on here because It felt like it would be imposing my bad habits but I’ve already done that. Like I’ve been constantly jerking off and eating slop in order to cope.
Hopefully I’ll stop in a few weeks and start to get my life back in order, anyway a lot can happen in a month.
Don’t know what most of you niggas have been up to on .IS, am certain some users left and the GrAY replacers have grown in numbers.
Oh the airport was brutal, tons of literal chads and Staceys. I guess only attractive people are allowed to explore the world. But here’s a photo I took before we landed in my new town.
I remember constantly trying to live in the moment second by second, 30 days have already passed
