my mum riles me up on purpose. my quality of life is abysmal, so she takes away the few things that make me happy like my cat or my PC, or turns off the air-conditioner despite the fact she knows i have heat intolerance due to my sensory issues. she then enters my room without my permission and scolds me about something until i get distressed, and then she moves closer so i abruptly lash out to defend myself. she did this until she got an intervention order against me which she used as a tool to control me, blackmail me and decide whether i stay at her house or my dad's house. eventually this culminated in her breaking up with my father.
i learnt with time and effort to stop physically reacting to her attempts to provoke me, but recently she has come up with new ways to do this. she finds a problem out of nothing and then restricts my access to it. for example, she claimed i was training my cat to bring me rabbits to torture, which is absurd.
recently i ordered some parcels off the internet, which she promptly intercepted and went through, decided they were all meant for nefarious purposes, and called the police. the police intimidated me (she knew that), yelled at my dad who dropped me off and threatened to arrest him (even though it was his property) so i went for a walk, too scared to come back until they were gone. when i came back i found my room ransacked and that the police had taken my parcels. given my previous experiences with the police it is likely they will find a way to get me into some sort of trouble even if she is the only witness and what she claims is absurd. there is nothing illegal about my activities but she will come up with some grandiose scheme and blame me for it (she has done this in the past, and the police have believed her)
after all this i overheard her talking with my grandpa about me. they were whispering, and laughing at me. i tiptoed over to them and heard them talking about how my mother put on an act to make the police believe her. i tried to record it but the sound quality was too poor and you could not hear anything. i guess all the police need to see to be on someone's side is a foid's tears. white women get special privileges when it comes to the law, it seems. this reminds me of a time i remember when i was a child and my mum got approached by a police car for speeding, and she began crying and made up some false excuse and they let her off.
i cannot stay at my fathers because the only thing i enjoy in the world anymore is living in nature (my mums house is in the forest) and it is peaceful for me, whereas my fathers house activates my sensory issues to the point i'm barely alive. however, she wants to restrict this too.
today she has got i believe the federal police around. they asked me questions and i told them 'i'm sorry but it's none of your business, and i don't feel comfortable answering them without my dad' . they then came into my room to search it, and i asked whether they had a warrant, to which they said 'no, but it is your mums place' and i told them my dad owned this property, and they left without a word. my mum told me they came because they were 'concerned about things i purchased on the internet' which was obviously a lie because both times the police visited my mum organised for my younger sibling to leave and return from the house the same times the police arrived and left, she must have called them, and my items were innocuous.
tl:dr i live in a matriarchical police state, and my mother betabuxxed and yet expected a chad son; she didn't get one so she focusses all her anxiety onto him to bully and manipulate him, and if that doesn't work she resorts to intimidating him with the police and incriminating him.
i don't know what i'm going to do. my mum is going to use this to control me in some manner as she doesn't want me at her house. if i get out of this unscathed she will probably come up with some new imagined offence of mine. but i can't go back to my dad's place.
it feels like she's pushing me to choose between death and torture.
has anyone else been in a situation similar to this? do you have evil mothers?
i learnt with time and effort to stop physically reacting to her attempts to provoke me, but recently she has come up with new ways to do this. she finds a problem out of nothing and then restricts my access to it. for example, she claimed i was training my cat to bring me rabbits to torture, which is absurd.
recently i ordered some parcels off the internet, which she promptly intercepted and went through, decided they were all meant for nefarious purposes, and called the police. the police intimidated me (she knew that), yelled at my dad who dropped me off and threatened to arrest him (even though it was his property) so i went for a walk, too scared to come back until they were gone. when i came back i found my room ransacked and that the police had taken my parcels. given my previous experiences with the police it is likely they will find a way to get me into some sort of trouble even if she is the only witness and what she claims is absurd. there is nothing illegal about my activities but she will come up with some grandiose scheme and blame me for it (she has done this in the past, and the police have believed her)
after all this i overheard her talking with my grandpa about me. they were whispering, and laughing at me. i tiptoed over to them and heard them talking about how my mother put on an act to make the police believe her. i tried to record it but the sound quality was too poor and you could not hear anything. i guess all the police need to see to be on someone's side is a foid's tears. white women get special privileges when it comes to the law, it seems. this reminds me of a time i remember when i was a child and my mum got approached by a police car for speeding, and she began crying and made up some false excuse and they let her off.
i cannot stay at my fathers because the only thing i enjoy in the world anymore is living in nature (my mums house is in the forest) and it is peaceful for me, whereas my fathers house activates my sensory issues to the point i'm barely alive. however, she wants to restrict this too.
today she has got i believe the federal police around. they asked me questions and i told them 'i'm sorry but it's none of your business, and i don't feel comfortable answering them without my dad' . they then came into my room to search it, and i asked whether they had a warrant, to which they said 'no, but it is your mums place' and i told them my dad owned this property, and they left without a word. my mum told me they came because they were 'concerned about things i purchased on the internet' which was obviously a lie because both times the police visited my mum organised for my younger sibling to leave and return from the house the same times the police arrived and left, she must have called them, and my items were innocuous.
tl:dr i live in a matriarchical police state, and my mother betabuxxed and yet expected a chad son; she didn't get one so she focusses all her anxiety onto him to bully and manipulate him, and if that doesn't work she resorts to intimidating him with the police and incriminating him.
i don't know what i'm going to do. my mum is going to use this to control me in some manner as she doesn't want me at her house. if i get out of this unscathed she will probably come up with some new imagined offence of mine. but i can't go back to my dad's place.
it feels like she's pushing me to choose between death and torture.
has anyone else been in a situation similar to this? do you have evil mothers?
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