She said now that I'm just average, not unnatractive. But Im sure for 99% she wanted me to tell not this, because I see that I'm not clear average
Nah, your mum probably didn't mean to say that. She probably understands your situation and agrees with you. Try placing yourself in her position. You have a son who will never bear any children, due to his looks. How would you feel?
women cannot feel emotion in the way a man does, this is a pointless exercise
No.
Carbon monoxide seems legit.
Too complicated, a lot of room for error.
I'm fucking crying like a pussy because I don't believe her, she says that I need doctor and I'm insane, that I'm just average, but it's not I'm sure. The way girls and even most of guys treat me is prove, but she doesn't believe that it's looks.
True. Suicide isnt as easy as people act.
I didn't understand
she talks how i have thin hair and balding and it came from her side not my father side.
... I'm ready to slaughter every beautiful or bluepilled or believing in God human, I hate them but I can't do anything that's why I hate them more. I wish I could be beautiful and I wish there were no blue and godbelievers, because they're all fools. There is no God in this hell. There is no personality can save you.
jump off a really tall building where there would be no chance of survival, you get a good view and ruin several peoples day when your body goes splat
What's complicated about starting a BBQ, running a generator indoors or mixing 2 chemicals?
Even the easiest things can go wrong and mixing chemicals is by no means easy.
Drive a car into a garage, close the doors, start it, and go to sleep.
I wish I had garage. We live at flat block house. And what will happen?
Post a pic of yourself, that way we can tell if you're actually insane or just ugly.
I maybe will finally do this soon. But I'm sure it's over without serious surgeries and even then won't make me really better. What resolution on camera should I pick 4:3 15:9 to prevent distortion? And other things?
Well just post it then what are you waiting for. Just make sure it's not from any public social medias where people can track you down.
tips for making appropriate photos without distortion?
does she want all fakecels banned?
You'll die peacefully from carbon monoxide poisoning.
Sounds like unnecessary scaremongering to discourage suicide imo. It's not rocket science. Even kids commit suicide every year as they don't tend to overthink it too much.
My mom hits me cuz she thinks I am chadlite
I am just saying that suicide isn't walk in the park and you must realize that you may fuck up and end up in a worse situation than you are now.
