Venting My mother is making my life miserable

[goycel88]

I am 21 years old, autistic, unemployed, never leave my hoise, i live with my mother and every single day she reminds me what a fucking loser i am.
She is scared she is never gonna have grandchildren and thinks its weird i never had any experience, she wonders if im a faggot just because i could never bring home a foid. She is unhappy with my weight, thinking i should go to the gym to build muscles , saying im too weak and she is stronger than me, she hates my posture and she constantly reminds me it is my fault that i have chronic back pain, bevause i never sat straight. She doesnt give me any privacy, she makes me feel guilty for being unemployed, and she says im a failure because she always allowed me to try sports growing up, but i never became good at anything ,because im lazy, and genuinely bad at everhthing
THe worst part is i cant hate her for this. She wants me to live a happy fulfilling life, it pisses me off the way she is right, im just a loser and i deserve all the hate that comes to me and i deserve to die

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

For moms if you are not handsome or super successful as a son you are nothing more than a human pet, I'm sorry but that's their evil hypergamous nature.

 

[elephant man]

Grind to move out

 

[nihilum]

I am 24 years old and live with my mother.

 

[goycel88]

Grind to move out

Yeah i wanted to, but idk if i should tske it slow and try to get a college degree or just get a random job i can get and leave as soon as i can, i get so depressed i lose the energy to do anything andfrom waking up to going to bed i only hope i die

 

[goycel88]

I am 24 years old and live with my mother.

How is it? Do you work? And how does she treat you

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

For moms if you are not handsome or super successful as a son you are nothing more than a human pet, I'm sorry but that's their evil hypergamous nature.

When i was a little kid, i had to learn that my mother doesn't actually love me. She just loves the version of "me" in her head that does the impossible for her and fulfills her every dream and request

 

[nihilum]

How is it? Do you work? And how does she treat you

I am unemployed, I live with her in the house she owns, and my mother knows that I have never had a girlfriend and that I visit brothels for sex. She pays for it.

 

[goycel88]

For moms if you are not handsome or super successful as a son you are nothing more than a human pet, I'm sorry but that's their evil hypergamous nature.

She is pretty open about it, she has very low emotional intelligence and is very open so she tells me a son is like an investment, if after 20 years you have nothing to show it was a bad investment , its natural for her to want to be proud ig,but she doesnt care about me as a human, just about me being successful, and when i stopped performing well accademically i became just a liability to laught at

 

[goycel88]

When i was a little kid, i had to learn that my mother doesn't actually love me. She just loves the version of "me" in her head that does the impossible for her and fulfills her every dream and request

Yes , if you are not perfect , or the way they want you to be , you are nothing to them

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

When i was a little kid, i had to learn that my mother doesn't actually love me. She just loves the version of "me" in her head that does the impossible for her and fulfills her every dream and request

That's the last part of to swallow, realizing that foids in your family are just like all other foids, undefeated AWALT.

 

[goycel88]

I am unemployed, I live with her in the house she owns, and my mother knows that I have never had a girlfriend and that I visit brothels for sex. She pays for it.

Would you prefer to be employed and be able to move out or does she let you live your life without making it hard

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

That's the last part of to swallow, realizing that foids in your family are just like all other foids, undefeated AWALT.

That means 9 year old me was a bp veteran lol

 

[goycel88]

That's the last part of to swallow, realizing that foids in your family are just like all other foids, undefeated AWALT.

Thats so true. My dad still looks at me with the same eyes, he still thinks im smart because he thought i was when i was 5, he doesnt care how i look and how much i disappoint them, he is genuinely concerned for my future, my mom just cares because when people ask her about me she is ashamed

 

[nihilum]

Would you prefer to be employed and be able to move out or does she let you live your life without making it hard

My mother lets me live my life without making it hard as she takes care of everything and even pays for my foid prostitutes as I don’t have any money.

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

That means 9 year old me was a bp veteran lol

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

Thats so true. My dad still looks at me with the same eyes, he still thinks im smart because he thought i was when i was 5, he doesnt care how i look and how much i disappoint them, he is genuinely concerned for my future, my mom just cares because when people ask her about me she is ashamed

That's how foids are anything for them is a beauty contest.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

These fucking foids shit genetic trash into this world, they are more hypergamous than ever, and then you get blamed for it.
I’d love nothing more than to smash that stupid whore’s face in (in video game).
I, too, was constantly humiliated and shamed by my mother.

 

[nihilum]

These fucking foids shit genetic trash into this world, they are more hypergamous than ever, and then you get blamed for it.
I’d love nothing more than to smash that stupid whore’s face in (in video game).
I, too, was constantly humiliated and shamed by my mother.

My mother pays for my foid prostitutes.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

im just a loser and i deserve all the hate that comes to me and i deserve to die

You must never let a toilet talk you into that. Under no circumstances.
Never

 

[goycel88]

My mother lets me live my life without making it hard as she takes care of everything and even pays for my foid prostitutes as I don’t have any money.

Then id say stay with her but u should develop some skill for when she dies and u need to work

 

[nihilum]

Then id say stay with her but u should develop some skill for when she dies and u need to work

true

 

[goycel88]

You must never let a toilet talk you into that. Under no circumstances.
Never

I wont , im christian i dont wanna rope ,but i just think i deserve death or pain for my mistakes and for being so retarded, but i wouldnt actually

 

[GloriousMisanthrope]

It's interesting how your mother never asks if you are sad or depressed.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

I wont , im christian i dont wanna rope ,but i just think i deserve death or pain for my mistakes and for being so retarded, but i wouldnt actually

If you are a Christian, you should know that earthly success is not that important.

 

[Izayacel]

These fucking foids shit genetic trash into this world, they are more hypergamous than ever, and then you get blamed for it.
I’d love nothing more than to smash that stupid whore’s face in (in video game).
I, too, was constantly humiliated and shamed by my mother.

My mother is kind , good lord , my sister got a grip once i showed Aggression.

Woman need Regulation their nature is to retarded .

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Woman need Regulation their nature is to retarded

Sie brauchen eine harte Hand, die sie regelmäßig züchtigt.

 

[ItsOverMan]

I am 24 years old and live with my mother.

I lived with my mom until I was 40. Also I didn't get a car until I was 40 and I live in America.

 

[ColderManTruce]

saying im too weak and she is stronger than me

Rape her

 

[elephant man]

Yeah i wanted to, but idk if i should tske it slow and try to get a college degree or just get a random job i can get and leave as soon as i can, i get so depressed i lose the energy to do anything andfrom waking up to going to bed i only hope i die

If you can bear a few more years around her and actually find a degree you like, then sure but if not then just move out, it'll cause less of a problem in the long run.

 

[Gott _mit _uns94]

Get disability max and move out my friend, or find some work where you can get some buxx but work at the minimum and not over work.

 

[goycel88]

If you are a Christian, you should know that earthly success is not that important.

I know it's not, this is all stupid, my goal at the moment is to stop focusing on my ego and on how i feel, and just do the right thing, ignoring my laziness is only getting hard because of depression and loneliness, but i know it is right

 

[Biggie cheesel]

That's the last part of to swallow, realizing that foids in your family are just like all other foids, undefeated AWALT.

 

[H U N T E R]

I identified with that, man, but usually it's my dad who does that; he just judges me for not being a very sociable guy outside the house.

 

[TheSlavicCel]

I am 21 years old, autistic, unemployed, never leave my hoise, i live with my mother and every single day she reminds me what a fucking loser i am.
She is scared she is never gonna have grandchildren and thinks its weird i never had any experience, she wonders if im a faggot just because i could never bring home a foid. She is unhappy with my weight, thinking i should go to the gym to build muscles , saying im too weak and she is stronger than me, she hates my posture and she constantly reminds me it is my fault that i have chronic back pain, bevause i never sat straight. She doesnt give me any privacy, she makes me feel guilty for being unemployed, and she says im a failure because she always allowed me to try sports growing up, but i never became good at anything ,because im lazy, and genuinely bad at everhthing
THe worst part is i cant hate her for this. She wants me to live a happy fulfilling life, it pisses me off the way she is right, im just a loser and i deserve all the hate that comes to me and i deserve to die

AWALT

 

[nihilist chud]

It's interesting how your mother never asks if you are sad or depressed.

My mom literally never did even tho i always seem unhappy, I guess depression and Sadness is not in her dictionary

 

[goycel88]

My mom literally never did even tho i always seem unhappy, I guess depression and Sadness is not in her dictionary

I literally jst woke up to my mom crying, she was crying because im unemployed and because i don't have a grilfriend and don't leave my house

 

[GloriousMisanthrope]

My mom literally never did even tho i always seem unhappy, I guess depression and Sadness is not in her dictionary

I read your thread: https://incels.is/threads/my-mom-calls-me-horrible-looking-i-cant-take-it-anymore.879822/

It seems that your mother is either a psychopath or she doesn't have a glimpse of love and sympathy for you. Did she ever felt sympathy for others? Do you have any siblings who received special treatment?

 

[nihilist chud]

I literally jst woke up to my mom crying, she was crying because im unemployed and because i don't have a grilfriend and don't leave my house

Im sorry that happened it's not your fault

 

[THERAP1st]

When i was a little kid, i had to learn that my mother doesn't actually love me. She just loves the version of "me" in her head that does the impossible for her and fulfills her every dream and request