Liu KANG
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My mother went out of her way to date an openly racist, abusive, narcissistic cheater who couldn’t hold down a job because he was “6’3 AND A NICE JAW!!! Tee hee”. He couldn’t even speak to people properly and my mother suspects he had autism. She decided to date a vile , violent abusive man simply (in her own words) “he was tall and handsome”. It is 100% her fault that my father beat her and cheated. And even after this she chose to stay with him.
Me however, I was a child. I did nothing wrong, I was just born it suffering. He’d beat me for no reason at all , simply because he felt like it. Still to this day I have nightmares about him and I have auditory and visual hallucinations, often where he is present. I remember every detail about him. After I stopped seeing him , my mental issues did not go away and I’d even say they’ve gotten worse since then. This site has helped a little, people I know have commented I seem happier over the last few weeks. None of this was my fault, i didn’t deserve this.
It makes me think, even if get a wife/ girlfriend. She’ll probably hit me and hurt me (maybe even with weapons) she’ll shout at me and not let me be happy. All women are like this. Their is no point in trying
Me however, I was a child. I did nothing wrong, I was just born it suffering. He’d beat me for no reason at all , simply because he felt like it. Still to this day I have nightmares about him and I have auditory and visual hallucinations, often where he is present. I remember every detail about him. After I stopped seeing him , my mental issues did not go away and I’d even say they’ve gotten worse since then. This site has helped a little, people I know have commented I seem happier over the last few weeks. None of this was my fault, i didn’t deserve this.
It makes me think, even if get a wife/ girlfriend. She’ll probably hit me and hurt me (maybe even with weapons) she’ll shout at me and not let me be happy. All women are like this. Their is no point in trying