TrueGlassesCel
I'M SO SMART THAT I'M STUPID
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My mother sometimes has black pill moments. Recently she told me that there was a disabled nun who somehow survived despite her disability and she related this to me too. I asked her if she meant that I was disabled and should try to survive and she didn't want to answer my question. But in the past she often said that I could never survive on my own and that I would always be dependent on others because I would end up at the bottom socially. I am not able to survive. The other day my mother cut my hair and we talked about certain people who lived their lives in easy mode. She was able to go along a bit but I noticed that it was really weighing her down. She admitted that appearance plays an extremely important role in her career and partnership. I told her about Tinder and she didn't know it. I said there are men who have their size in their information and it is extremely superficial and maybe only 30% of men are successful with it. I said why should I achieve something if I won't be happy anyway. I noticed that this wasn't good for her. If I continued to black pill her she would probably want to kill herself.