Supposedly theres this one person she knows that owns a spa beauty clinic, that person (a women) she told her our first visit will be free of charge and that also includes immediate relatives (I suppose she’s in good terms with the owner).
She (mum) told me I should do this and that treatment, she suggested a bunch of noninvasive, not life-changing cosmetic procedures that I'm not interested in.
As she was telling me about this, the voice of my conscience was screaming with fury inside.
I wanted to yell at her that I’m a pathetic ugly sub4-5 piece of shit and that will need more than some little injections and lasers to actually be treated like a human being and even more to get some pussy.
I need 25 grand in cash to turn my life around, to afford the surgeries i need and be just like the other men, men who can date and fuck at least a few girls every once in a while or have long term relationships… 25 grand just to feel normal.
I'm light years away from that life changing goal just like many of you, the money is scarce and the hardships never seem to end, I hope by the time I make it, i can say that all the effort wasn’t in vain.
A pray for my niggas in hardship.
She (mum) told me I should do this and that treatment, she suggested a bunch of noninvasive, not life-changing cosmetic procedures that I'm not interested in.
As she was telling me about this, the voice of my conscience was screaming with fury inside.
I wanted to yell at her that I’m a pathetic ugly sub4-5 piece of shit and that will need more than some little injections and lasers to actually be treated like a human being and even more to get some pussy.
I need 25 grand in cash to turn my life around, to afford the surgeries i need and be just like the other men, men who can date and fuck at least a few girls every once in a while or have long term relationships… 25 grand just to feel normal.
I'm light years away from that life changing goal just like many of you, the money is scarce and the hardships never seem to end, I hope by the time I make it, i can say that all the effort wasn’t in vain.
A pray for my niggas in hardship.
