I'm not going to explain the situation 1000 times but I already did it. Basically I went on a redpiller's free call and asked him if I should get plastic surgery, got ridiculed after and the video went super viral.
My brother was in it, my siblings saw it, the internet clowned on me which was pure ropeful, and my single mom (I'm a nigger) so black single mom, 1 hour lecture which was ropefuel. She said a bunch of bluepilled "Just interact with people", "stop going on these websites", "you don't need plastic surgery" "personality"
Basically every bluepilled line in existence.
I lost -100000 aura in the span of a week.
My life was shit before, but now it's real tricky.
My family thinks I'm a loser. The internet thinks I'm a loser. Over 700k views on tiktok, over 200k views on Instagram, over 100k views on Youtube shorts combined with the Youtube video hundreds of thousands of views on instagram and youtube. Hundreds of laughing emojis. I am an internet clown.
My government name is also associated with the situation. I can't enjoy copes. Yesterday I was in the middle of beating it, and after a couple minutes, I pulled my pants up and literally left the room. Like "Fuck it"
I was playing a mobile game, then deleted it. Reading a manga online, then closed the tab. Can't even enjoy copes in my situation.
> Be me
> Internet clown
> Called a loser online in the comments/laughing stock
> Family thinks I'm a loser
> And to top it all off, how I look is the exact same, and I'm still ugly and 5'6.
It's literally so over.
What could I do to change this:
> Be a different person. Reincarnatepill.
> Unironically, get famous on social media. Just become famouspill. Because Sneako can be a cuck, but quickly move on from the controversy because he's a famous influencer. Adam22 can let his wife get piped by BBC, but because he's famous, quickly move on. Nick Fuentes can go on a date with a catboy, because he's famous, quickly move on. Zherka can get beat up on the street. Famous, quickly move on. The only way I could redeem myself from this extremely embarrassing situation would be somehow not being a loser and become big on social media so people online know me beyond that controversy. But that's like saying "Just win the lottery bro"
> Show my family I'm not a loser, by somehow fixing every problem I have. Become good at speaking, become rich somehow which is another impossiblepill.
> LL surgery and facial surgery which is ironically the topic discussed that got me into this mess. That's not affordable and costs thousands and thousands of dollars.
"His situation is comically terrible. Family's given up on him, clowned on by hundreds of thousands (it's past the 1 million views mark in total) of people online, short and ugly black teenager with a single mother. Mental breakdowns in high school, isolated and no friends in high school. Parents separated. Now he wants to make tons of money to get multiple facial surgeries and redeem himself from being an internet clown."
Sounds like a badly written TV show.
I'm not going to rope, I'm not even going to cope because I can't enjoy copes anymore.
My life is a comedic horror movie. What would you do in my situation, when you're getting clowned on with 1+ million view count, over 700k views on tiktok, over 200k on insta, +100k views on youtube, that's literally over 1 million views, it will get to one million+ views on tiktok alone.
It's comical in a sense. Simplified, all I did was ask a redpiller if I should get plastic surgery because I'm ugly, what else can I do to
stop being ugly lol. But there's been intense ramifications/consequences as a result of it.
Clowned by thousands, whole family saw it, can't enjoy copes anymore, and I'm still sub5 and 5'6 haha it really is over.
There are some pros. Maybe it's good in a sense that I feel guilty for vidya and I've gained even more popularity in blackpill spaces, but this whole situation fucked me over.
At least it worked in that I care less about my looks now. Kinda hard to give a shit about flared ears when you're getting clowned on by the entire internet.
"You have a mosquito bite? I've amputated your leg so now you don't have to worry about the mosquito bite."'
I'm not going to rope, but I'm honestly probably going to delusionmax. I'll use my inability to enjoy anything and just do work all day prolly. Besides going on discord and .is, the only thing I did today was a workout and coding. I'm going to probably try to capitalize on the clowning and grow on social media as well because what else can I do?