My Name Jeff
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my mom has been upping her complaining about her husband/my stepdad recently. saying she wish she had a better partner, that she feels trapped with him due to financial situations, etc. etc.
my mom is early 50's currently so realistically she should have been long settled with a partner
let me lay out how my mom has spent her like
0-18 growing up
19 first kid
24 second kid
27 third kid (me)
at 35 she divorced my dad and went to live on her own, got involved with something and got a big money settlement and basically didnt have to work. for 10 years from 35-45 she would spend her days going to concerts, going to bars, getting trashed, inviting random guys to her apartment even whilst i was over visiting who were as young as 25. she rode the cock carousel hard instead of finding someone decent and settling down. now she is seeting because she is dating a guy who is 5ft7 and 4/10 lookswise, betabuxx typical, makes 80-90k a year, doesnt do much, likes to smoke pot and play video games. that is fine.
but now she constantly complains to me about how she wants to "go out and do something but hes so lazy" "i have to do all the work around this place (take out trash, cut grass, jfl so much 'work') and he offer to help", "he is lazy", "we barely talk" (she gets mad very quickly i dont even like talking with her much" and lately she has been dropping the "im disgusted when i look at him" line.
i just sit there blank faces when she does this because ironically this perfectly describes me too. when i ask her "why" she gets hostile with me and as if it wasnt for her id be homeless i just have to tolerate it and play nice. fuck my life is so shit, unreal i have 2 hours of commuting and 8 hours of wageslaving daily to not even be able to afford to rent a 1 bedroom apartment on my own. wtf is this life
thats it, just wanted to vent some BS in my life to the only place i can even though i know nobody here cares or likes me
my mom is early 50's currently so realistically she should have been long settled with a partner
let me lay out how my mom has spent her like
0-18 growing up
19 first kid
24 second kid
27 third kid (me)
at 35 she divorced my dad and went to live on her own, got involved with something and got a big money settlement and basically didnt have to work. for 10 years from 35-45 she would spend her days going to concerts, going to bars, getting trashed, inviting random guys to her apartment even whilst i was over visiting who were as young as 25. she rode the cock carousel hard instead of finding someone decent and settling down. now she is seeting because she is dating a guy who is 5ft7 and 4/10 lookswise, betabuxx typical, makes 80-90k a year, doesnt do much, likes to smoke pot and play video games. that is fine.
but now she constantly complains to me about how she wants to "go out and do something but hes so lazy" "i have to do all the work around this place (take out trash, cut grass, jfl so much 'work') and he offer to help", "he is lazy", "we barely talk" (she gets mad very quickly i dont even like talking with her much" and lately she has been dropping the "im disgusted when i look at him" line.
i just sit there blank faces when she does this because ironically this perfectly describes me too. when i ask her "why" she gets hostile with me and as if it wasnt for her id be homeless i just have to tolerate it and play nice. fuck my life is so shit, unreal i have 2 hours of commuting and 8 hours of wageslaving daily to not even be able to afford to rent a 1 bedroom apartment on my own. wtf is this life
thats it, just wanted to vent some BS in my life to the only place i can even though i know nobody here cares or likes me