Because it's summer she probably wants me to be doing stuff outside but I have literally no idea what to do every day. I don't get invited to normie things. I have 3 friends irl that I hang out with occasionally but they're all autistic as well and don't organize parties or anything obviously. Every day I'm just struggling to not waste the entire day on 4chan and gooning and actually do stuff I'm interested in like learning german. It's kind of funny that she has a much more active social life than me. She goes partying with her friends like twice a week while I'm in the prime of my youth in university just rotting every day. I feel like such a disappointment every time she asks and I'm like idk.
