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Deleted member 20434
Cops don't like me. So I don't like cops.
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I am currently a junior in high school with a bad mental and social disorder, an ugly face, and a shitty height. I have really bad anger impulses, and have often gotten into physical fights because of it.
I’ve had a complicated childhood with my younger brother, but I still appreciate him; he is my only “friend” around my age, per say.
I was molested when I was much younger by an extended family member (thank God he wasn’t, at least to my knowledge he wasn’t), and I have problems trying to sleep when someone is not in my room, but, I do not like it when someone is right next to me, either; I have flashbacks about the incident, or about being bullied and physically and verbally tormented, and so on and so forth.
My brother will soon be taking on his first year of high school, most likely at some bordering school, next year. I will be a senior in high school by that time. I will have to sleep on my own at home, in my room, by myself. This will play an extremely severe factor on my life, as I will have nobody in the same room as me; I’m sure that I will not get along with my dorm mate in college, either, if I have any, so this will be even more sad.
I really don’t know what to do and I feel like complete utter shit
I’ve had a complicated childhood with my younger brother, but I still appreciate him; he is my only “friend” around my age, per say.
I was molested when I was much younger by an extended family member (thank God he wasn’t, at least to my knowledge he wasn’t), and I have problems trying to sleep when someone is not in my room, but, I do not like it when someone is right next to me, either; I have flashbacks about the incident, or about being bullied and physically and verbally tormented, and so on and so forth.
My brother will soon be taking on his first year of high school, most likely at some bordering school, next year. I will be a senior in high school by that time. I will have to sleep on my own at home, in my room, by myself. This will play an extremely severe factor on my life, as I will have nobody in the same room as me; I’m sure that I will not get along with my dorm mate in college, either, if I have any, so this will be even more sad.
I really don’t know what to do and I feel like complete utter shit