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i’ve been gone for about a month, but now I’m back. In April, I dropped out of community college, because it was too easy and there wasn’t much of a social scene.
Since then, I decided to go to a CSU. I move away this autumn, which I am excited for.
I go to the gym once a week (or less) and also play basketball or tennis once or twice a week. I also am trying to improve my diet and sleep schedule. Aiming for 12hrs a night.
I have seen some old friends who are home for the summer, which is nice. I tried cold approaching, and I got a couple numbers, but after I texted them I realized it was only out of “politeness”.
Yet another reminder that women are incapable of liking a supreme gentleman such as me and would rather date obnoxious brutes.
I got a part time job in early June, which is ok, better than nothing. I’m saving up so I can have the freedom to do what I want in the future.
I also got my drivers license recently. I don’t drive a ton because of the gas prices, but I’m still glad to have my license.
I’ve also been hobby maxing. I’ve been playing electric guitar, reading, drawing, writing, and even learned how to lockpick. I’ve also been thinking about going to a different church.
I’m hoping to be able to go on vacation in August, but I’m not sure yet. Mostly I’m just happy to see my frens again. I’m looking forward to university.
And I’m still mad that despite all of my improvements, and no matter how many approaches I do, girls can’t even fathom dating me. I’ve improved, and I am definitely happier, but girls still ignore me.
I am doing everything right. I am following the path “you are supposed to take.” I follow all of the Reddit advice. It is ridiculously easy to be above average, but ridiculously difficult to be desirable.
I am the true definition of a failed normie. Doing everything right, relatively socially calibrated, fitting in to society easily, yet still not able to date. I am a victim of modern hypergamy.
I think that before feminism or IG and tinder, things would have been much easier. If this was the 50’s I would have ascended. I am an example of how society is misaligned, and how the male loneliness epidemic targets good guys like me and you
Since then, I decided to go to a CSU. I move away this autumn, which I am excited for.
I go to the gym once a week (or less) and also play basketball or tennis once or twice a week. I also am trying to improve my diet and sleep schedule. Aiming for 12hrs a night.
I have seen some old friends who are home for the summer, which is nice. I tried cold approaching, and I got a couple numbers, but after I texted them I realized it was only out of “politeness”.
Yet another reminder that women are incapable of liking a supreme gentleman such as me and would rather date obnoxious brutes.
I got a part time job in early June, which is ok, better than nothing. I’m saving up so I can have the freedom to do what I want in the future.
I also got my drivers license recently. I don’t drive a ton because of the gas prices, but I’m still glad to have my license.
I’ve also been hobby maxing. I’ve been playing electric guitar, reading, drawing, writing, and even learned how to lockpick. I’ve also been thinking about going to a different church.
I’m hoping to be able to go on vacation in August, but I’m not sure yet. Mostly I’m just happy to see my frens again. I’m looking forward to university.
And I’m still mad that despite all of my improvements, and no matter how many approaches I do, girls can’t even fathom dating me. I’ve improved, and I am definitely happier, but girls still ignore me.
I am doing everything right. I am following the path “you are supposed to take.” I follow all of the Reddit advice. It is ridiculously easy to be above average, but ridiculously difficult to be desirable.
I am the true definition of a failed normie. Doing everything right, relatively socially calibrated, fitting in to society easily, yet still not able to date. I am a victim of modern hypergamy.
I think that before feminism or IG and tinder, things would have been much easier. If this was the 50’s I would have ascended. I am an example of how society is misaligned, and how the male loneliness epidemic targets good guys like me and you
