Venting My life

[Mr. Agent Clark]

The alarm sounds, i wake up to turn it off and sleep more. When i wake up again I feel even more tired and even more brain fog. I rot on discord and .is for hours. Then i wake up, i go to my pc and play some videogames for about 3h. Then i go back rotting in forums for the rest of the day. And when im about to sleep i think:

wtf did i do today?
This is really how my life is gonna be? The years will pass and i will be still here, scrolling on .is and discord?
I will be 50 years old and still doing the same depressing shit over and over again?


Yesterday i thought about all this. I came to the conclusion that i should workout to be minimally healthy, and i should learn some chess to keep my mental sanity...
Today when i woke up i had ZERO energy to do any of that, not even energy to watch 5 minutes of chess content.
Is it fucking over? I'm i gonna have to live like this for the rest of my life?

 

[SupremeAutist]

Yesterday i thought about all this. I came to the conclusion that i should workout to be minimally healthy, and i should learn some chess to keep my mental sanity...
Today when i woke up i had ZERO energy to do any of that, not even energy to watch 5 minutes of chess content.
Is it fucking over? I'm i gonna have to live like this for the rest of my life?

Relatable I have no energy for anything anymore even the simplest of things

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

Relatable I have no energy for anything anymore even the simplest of things

Yeah

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Relatable I have no energy for anything anymore even the simplest of things

 

[wereq]

This is pretty much how I live as well.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

This is how I lived from middle school to the first years of college. I realized that I couldn't keep going that way. The depression makes it hard to workout, get a hobby and so on, but you need to do the bare minimum. I didn't get pussy nor become truly happy nor stop wanting to kill myself but I am still better than I was before. Honestly I don't know how to convince you because I know what it's like to be completely defeated by life and have zero drive and motivation to even try to be happier. Yes, in the end it's all useless, but if there is one thing that I noticed is that I never regret it afterwards when I force myself to workout, or when I try to improve in my only productive cope/passion (drawing) or some other skill, or when I try to learn something new, even if I felt like I didn't want to do it at all. What I always regret is spending a whole day jerking off or LDARing like you did.
And chess is just another game but if someone wants to play you can add me, if you use Lichess or Chess.com I'll give you my username in DM. I'm not very good at it though because I have no talents.

 

[NiggerAnnihilator]

Our Life (feat. ILL Bill)

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