
Cypher_Reloaded
Greycel
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- Apr 29, 2023
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For context, I recently bought my first gaming PC. I played the game Victoria 2 for the first time in many years. The memories of that game are just too much for me to handle it brings a lot of nostalgia for me. I HAD FRIENDS when I played it last; now I don't.
Life was genuinely better for me back then, and I had a lot to look forward to. I thought I would be somewhere better, but I'm not.
I sit on a council in my area that deals with government. They were offering a trip to Europe to see how various governments work. I applied, and I have never been to Europe. They told me that people who hadn't been to Europe were the people they were looking for. Yet I still wasn't selected.
Back in 2021, I thought I would get more productive and try to get a foid. I stumbled across this girl from Gibraltar living in my area on a dating website (it wasn't tinder it was a more authentic dating website). I messaged her, and we had a little back and forth, it was going rather well, yet I ended up getting ghosted. Last year, I met a this girl who was born in Greece. Despite the initial promise, my attempts to find a girlfriend in 2021 were unsuccessful, leaving me feeling discouraged and frustrated. However, I met a girl who was born in Greece last year and our relationship quickly blossomed into something meaningful. Again, we started messaging each other but she stopped replying and got a bf.
Now I see all of my friends and american guys my age with foreign-born foids, yet I am still here. I don't even know why I keep subjecting myself to this. At what point do I just give up?
Life was genuinely better for me back then, and I had a lot to look forward to. I thought I would be somewhere better, but I'm not.
I sit on a council in my area that deals with government. They were offering a trip to Europe to see how various governments work. I applied, and I have never been to Europe. They told me that people who hadn't been to Europe were the people they were looking for. Yet I still wasn't selected.
Back in 2021, I thought I would get more productive and try to get a foid. I stumbled across this girl from Gibraltar living in my area on a dating website (it wasn't tinder it was a more authentic dating website). I messaged her, and we had a little back and forth, it was going rather well, yet I ended up getting ghosted. Last year, I met a this girl who was born in Greece. Despite the initial promise, my attempts to find a girlfriend in 2021 were unsuccessful, leaving me feeling discouraged and frustrated. However, I met a girl who was born in Greece last year and our relationship quickly blossomed into something meaningful. Again, we started messaging each other but she stopped replying and got a bf.
Now I see all of my friends and american guys my age with foreign-born foids, yet I am still here. I don't even know why I keep subjecting myself to this. At what point do I just give up?