It's Over My life is over in every direction.

[Unsaveable]

In dating direction, in family direction, in human direction, in thinking direction, i fail and suck at absolutely everything.

On top of all of that i also have loads of sins on my shoulders and bear a heavy burden, i hate how my brain has been destroyed in the womb and how i was born defective. what do i do? i'm just an empty place, a 0, complete garbage and mentally unwell.

 

[Deleted member 28304]

You have by any chance asperger?

 

[Pengwin]

 

[Unsaveable]

You have by any chance asperger?

I hope not.

It's a cliche to say 'hur dur i have autism' but i suspect that i do have some form of autism.

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Brutal quote.

 

[Unsaveable]

What sins?

Can't say, or rather i dare not to say.

It only stays in my heart never to leave even as a whisper to anyone.

Can you elaborate and explain what you mean here? What condition were you born with?

I think it's genetic unfortunately.

I suspect my father has huge degenerate behaviours and i have inherited that curse, also when look at some rather 'dubious' and 'odd' things that have happened in my family and then add what i suspect it all makes sense. it's very sad and tragic but such is life, nature takes no prisoners.

 

[dirtykombatcel]

In dating direction, in family direction, in human direction, in thinking direction, i fail and suck at absolutely everything.

On top of all of that i also have loads of sins on my shoulders and bear a heavy burden, i hate how my brain has been destroyed in the womb and how i was born defective. what do i do? i'm just an empty place, a 0, complete garbage and mentally unwell.

Same. Exactly what you said here. Lots of defects, lots of sins, lots of mistakes, lots of things wrong with me. So over.

 

[Deleted member 28304]

I hope not.

It's a cliche to say 'hur dur i have autism' but i suspect that i do have some form of autism.
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