my life is full of broken chances and broken dreams.

[fortniteroleplayer]

missed chances and broken dreams. haha. im such a fucking failure. i would say i was once a subhuman when i was 12 no girl liked me i was a monster. then i became a normie for some time but still got rejected a lot in the college years. rejected but i got lucky with some girls but my dick never got hard. intense sick porn fantasies masochism since 9 years old.
demons. then ?> i got fat and im a fucking incel now. i get NOTHING. I am a FAILURE. i missed out on everything, PARTIES, SOCIAL LIFE, FRIENDS, GIRLFRIENDS, GRINDING.
Imagine being Christian and trying to find a vicgin bride who will cheat on u. idont even LIKE RELATIONSHIPS. ITS GROSS. GIRLS POOP PEE FART BURP. WELL BURPING IS FINE. I JUST WANNNA FUCK GIRLS CUZ I FINALLY DEPROGRAMMED MY SICK CUCK BRAIN INTO DESIRING REAL SEX I STRUGGLED WITH BLUE BALLS AND ALL OF IT. NOW ? CANT EVEN GET A GIRL TO GINF WITH ME IM A LOWLIFE NO FRIENDS. SEVERE ANXIETY ALWAYS HAD. IM UGLY DEFORMED.
GIRLS REJECT ME AND TALK TO MY FRIENDS INSTEAD CUZ THEY ARE THE SOCIAL GOOD LOOKING ONCES OR AT LWAST NORMIE ONES WHILE IM A FAT DEFORMED INCEL FUCK THIS LIFE IMA END IT SOON I NEED TO WRITE A LONG STORY ON MY LIFE FOR MY SUICIDE NOTE OR A VIDEO

 

[nonononono]

First step... stop eating.

 

[THE TRUE HONKLER]

you'll have broken bones next if you keep making shit threads

 

[Luzifer]

First step... buy rope

 

[fortniteroleplayer]

First step... stop eating.

LOL EATING PIZZA AND WATCHING CURB YOUE ENTHUSIASM CLIPS WAS THE BEST FEELING ALL FUCKING MONTH. I ENJOYED THAT PIZZA AND JUST EATING IT AND NOT GIVING A FUCK ANYMORE LETTING GO OF IT ALL
but yes this is hope what you s aid it sparked mad hope like if i get ripped maybe i can get chicks again cool. LOL IM NOT EVEN GONNA BE LIVING IN AMERICA WHATS THE POINT.
religion also caused my ocd to flare up i would have to fight these intrusive blasphemous thoughts all the time and it was tiring and i couldnt relax cuz i felt guilty. i mean i can be Christian without listening to them God would have to be Evil to hold them against me and i dont gotta bow my head down its all ocd ocd ocd ocd evil. im done with life i just wanna eat food and chill i know im rambling its just how i a i know i am spamming and talking weird rn i am aware.

 

[fortniteroleplayer]

you'll have broken bones next if you keep making shit threads

wtfffffff lol dude wow i k ur just being funny its ok lol

 

[Luzifer]

LOL EATING PIZZA AND WATCHING CURB YOUE ENTHUSIASM CLIPS WAS THE BEST FEELING ALL FUCKING MONTH. I ENJOYED THAT PIZZA AND JUST EATING IT AND NOT GIVING A FUCK ANYMORE LETTING GO OF IT ALL

Drink more soda too it, it helps you

 

[fortniteroleplayer]

Drink more soda too it, it helps you

im actually ordering some rn prob. starbucks only has nice cold mocha frappes but i want soda too so ill order some nice soda from another place rn prob idk

 

[nonononono]

Drink more soda too it, it helps you

Drink ONLY soda, don't eat any food

 

[Luzifer]

im actually ordering some rn prob. starbucks only has nice cold mocha frappes but i want soda too so ill order some nice soda from another place rn prob idk

Coke and Fanta mixx moggs

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

When MLK had a dream he was killed. We stood no chance

 

[fortniteroleplayer]

Drink more soda too it, it helps you

the thing is i feel like you want me to drink soda to be fat and not get lean anc acsend. u want whats worst for me altho i agree soda is amazing. this gabve me anxiety and i couldnt enjoy my vanilla frappe that much it kept nagging at me that u said this ruined my mood. ocd

 

[nonononono]

I have abs and i literally drink a whole 1.5L bottle of soda every day.

 

[Count Yorga]

you'll have broken bones next if you keep making shit threads