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WawelDragon1683
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- Apr 17, 2019
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I'm mentally ill. I have ocd and it has ruined my life. I was so depressed and miserable because of it that i dropped out of high school at 18. And now i work dead end werehouse jobs.
I thought i would be happier making money but all it did was make me an alcoholic as now i have money to drink everyday.
I can't stop drinking. I have obsessions and anxiety cause of my ocd all day every day.
i have no friends. Noone talks to me. I don't have any contacts in my phone. my siblings and fathet don't speak to me and my mother keeps telling me it'sa ll my fault that my life is awful. I'm too stupid and insane to finish school now,
I tried to go to a psychiatrist but ssris cause me horrible side effect and dameged my brain even more. thereapy hasn't helped either.
There is no hope for me. but not in a way like for users here who say "its over" and then go enjoy their hobbies like vidya or anime.
I don't enjoy anything and everything second is agony. I'm just waiting till my money runs out and then im dying.
I thought i would be happier making money but all it did was make me an alcoholic as now i have money to drink everyday.
I can't stop drinking. I have obsessions and anxiety cause of my ocd all day every day.
i have no friends. Noone talks to me. I don't have any contacts in my phone. my siblings and fathet don't speak to me and my mother keeps telling me it'sa ll my fault that my life is awful. I'm too stupid and insane to finish school now,
I tried to go to a psychiatrist but ssris cause me horrible side effect and dameged my brain even more. thereapy hasn't helped either.
There is no hope for me. but not in a way like for users here who say "its over" and then go enjoy their hobbies like vidya or anime.
I don't enjoy anything and everything second is agony. I'm just waiting till my money runs out and then im dying.