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Neriglisar.Belgrade
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- Aug 16, 2024
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When I left this forum in 2022, I left it for one reason: I wanted to get away from all the negativity and improve myself in order to move up. With that, I applied all those red-pilled techniques like working on my "personality", going out frequently, trying to meet people, and even spending a year in the gym. Obviously, none of this worked. Then one day I woke up and my whole life was still shit, so I fell into a spiral of depression and drug addiction. To make a long story short, I had at least 4 suicide attempts and I failed in all of them for one reason or another, the last time I tried I went much further, I sold my Xbox series x and bought a gun from some criminals in my town, but I made the fucking mistake of telling a "friend" and he betrayed me and the police raided my house. I told you my life was shit, right? Get ready to hear this. I was in prison for 6 months, 6 fucking months for "investigations" because the damn gun they had sold me was "stained" and had been used for several murders / crimes before. Well anyway, since then my life is even worse. They don't let me live alone and I'm living with some guys under strict suicide watch. At 26 they don't even let me go out on the damn street just to buy things. I'm just rotting all day in my room alone. If life It's bad, believe me, it can get worse