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HateCurry
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Guys, I don't like jerking off and human nature in general. These are the things I hate. The reason I like working out "like" is a strong word, I would say I like working out logically, is because it challenges the human urge to relax.
The sad thing guys some of you know this I think @BlkPillPres already knows this: I started jerking off just a while ago it seems, just 1 year ago I started jerking off, fucking hell it might have even been less than 1 year: Now, I can't even do normal activities without feeling the need to jerk off to another pretty face, it's just a good feeling.
This is why I don't like human nature, there are things that would never benefit me, the urge to look for a pretty face, so on, and many other things, the urge to sleep. These things only benefit me physically in the short term, I want to go back to how I was as a child really bad, I was much better, much more productive, motivated, well spoken, and just an overall genius back then.
Literally funny thinking about it adults would either be really annoyed with me and they would try to convince me of something and would keep failing and we would grow further apart, not to mention I do believe 99% is because I look incel and why not bluepill this idiot, that's what they were thinking I'm sure of it.
Anyway, jerking off has been a horrible part of my life. I've never felt the desire to look for an attractive face this bad; right now it literally ruins my life: I can't study, I can't watch YouTube videos, I can't work out. Even if I do workout, I feel normal.
People laugh when I say I loved getting beaten up but I truly believe that strive and ambition to survive to finally make it it's taken away from me after some time and I'm expected to be motivated the same as chad when chad gets women.
Fighting for survival is one thing, but when fights are taken away, all you have is your ego and women. Obviously I'm not fighting for women BECAUSE IT WON'T WORK FOR ME. It works for chad.
Now it's unfair. Now I don't have something to guide me, I have two things I know will never happen anytime soon:
1. A fight
2. A girlfriend
While some chads have both, all have the 2nd option, it's just brutal and fucking horrible man, I wanna be prepared for future situations yet there's no driving force.
You know what? I think I found the motivation, it is survival indeed.
Anyway, I just wanted to say, jerking off really negatively impacts my life. I'm becoming a more and more lookist creature as time goes by.
The sad thing guys some of you know this I think @BlkPillPres already knows this: I started jerking off just a while ago it seems, just 1 year ago I started jerking off, fucking hell it might have even been less than 1 year: Now, I can't even do normal activities without feeling the need to jerk off to another pretty face, it's just a good feeling.
This is why I don't like human nature, there are things that would never benefit me, the urge to look for a pretty face, so on, and many other things, the urge to sleep. These things only benefit me physically in the short term, I want to go back to how I was as a child really bad, I was much better, much more productive, motivated, well spoken, and just an overall genius back then.
Literally funny thinking about it adults would either be really annoyed with me and they would try to convince me of something and would keep failing and we would grow further apart, not to mention I do believe 99% is because I look incel and why not bluepill this idiot, that's what they were thinking I'm sure of it.
Anyway, jerking off has been a horrible part of my life. I've never felt the desire to look for an attractive face this bad; right now it literally ruins my life: I can't study, I can't watch YouTube videos, I can't work out. Even if I do workout, I feel normal.
People laugh when I say I loved getting beaten up but I truly believe that strive and ambition to survive to finally make it it's taken away from me after some time and I'm expected to be motivated the same as chad when chad gets women.
Fighting for survival is one thing, but when fights are taken away, all you have is your ego and women. Obviously I'm not fighting for women BECAUSE IT WON'T WORK FOR ME. It works for chad.
Now it's unfair. Now I don't have something to guide me, I have two things I know will never happen anytime soon:
1. A fight
2. A girlfriend
While some chads have both, all have the 2nd option, it's just brutal and fucking horrible man, I wanna be prepared for future situations yet there's no driving force.
You know what? I think I found the motivation, it is survival indeed.
Anyway, I just wanted to say, jerking off really negatively impacts my life. I'm becoming a more and more lookist creature as time goes by.