Ellsworth
Chad but they let me post here anyway
★★★★★
- Joined
- May 23, 2019
- Posts
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Tbh the first 5 years were pretty good. Then it weeny downhill. Mostly just pain. Psychological abuse from my father and my mother just allowed it to happen. Had to grow up in a poor shitty apartment when all other friends had nice or even modest homes.
Parents worked but were not professionals so didn’t make much plus my dad had a major gambling problem. I was always disgusted by the way they didn’t do common sense things that would make life better for their children.
had trouble making friends and zero female success in all of school. My school just worshiped chad and Stacy and brutally ignored all other students, no wonder a kid went ER at my high school several years after I graduated.
dealt with severe depression,anxiety, and difficulty fitting in. In my 20s things got a little better because I seemed to make friends more easily. Would make more friends through existing ones etc. but now in later 30s I don’t even have my own place. Just recently got a full time job.
i suspect things will get worse especially the loneliness. My tentative plan is just to money maxx but I don’t even know why since i have everything I want. Parents still treat me like shit. Well mom just ignores me, and is very passive and catatonic. Dad improves a little a few years ago when his health declined but still treats me like shit and keeps trying the same psychological abuse even at this age lol. Today in fact he hung up on me and I called him back and left a vm going off saying I’m sick of his calling me just to aggravate me and that if he’s not careful I’ll do something he will regret, and not to push me.
moral of the story is don’t be an ugly male.
Parents worked but were not professionals so didn’t make much plus my dad had a major gambling problem. I was always disgusted by the way they didn’t do common sense things that would make life better for their children.
had trouble making friends and zero female success in all of school. My school just worshiped chad and Stacy and brutally ignored all other students, no wonder a kid went ER at my high school several years after I graduated.
dealt with severe depression,anxiety, and difficulty fitting in. In my 20s things got a little better because I seemed to make friends more easily. Would make more friends through existing ones etc. but now in later 30s I don’t even have my own place. Just recently got a full time job.
i suspect things will get worse especially the loneliness. My tentative plan is just to money maxx but I don’t even know why since i have everything I want. Parents still treat me like shit. Well mom just ignores me, and is very passive and catatonic. Dad improves a little a few years ago when his health declined but still treats me like shit and keeps trying the same psychological abuse even at this age lol. Today in fact he hung up on me and I called him back and left a vm going off saying I’m sick of his calling me just to aggravate me and that if he’s not careful I’ll do something he will regret, and not to push me.
moral of the story is don’t be an ugly male.