It's Over My life has been a complete failure

[VictimOfSoyciety]

As I approach 30 this year the age pill is really starting to hit hard. Despite my teen years and 20's being completely miserable and devoid of anything exciting the time went by extremely fast. Looking back at my life so far I can honestly say that I have never accomplished anything and have been a complete failure. When I was a kid I sucked at sports and even though I tried really hard I got mogged by everyone. My school life was miserable I struggled to make friends and was bullied a lot by other kids and even teachers. I never got to experience teen love or parties or anything. I would often skip classes which resulted in poor grades, I never even graduated high school. Because of that I never found a good career or trade so I'm forced to work mediocre jobs for shit pay. It really fucking hurts when I see people living happy lives with girlfriends/wives, kids, friends and family things I can only dream about. Instead I just sit here lonely, depressed and slowly rotting away.

 

[FemcelAnnihilator]

Really retable post brocel i also got bullied at school and had no friends,also hello fellow greycel

 

[Animecel2D]

you are a victim of soyciety

 

[Sir Silentium]

you are a victim of soyciety

 

[Razielcel]

Age 30 was the toughest to swallow for me.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Brutal

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

You should consider taking on debt, when I got tired of the years of slaving with the scum of the earth I simply enrolled in adult oriented courses and took student loan at 1% interest rate, used CHATGPT to cheat or to save time, got mostly A and Bs in 10 or so IT related courses while doing maybe 4 hours of work a week and taking it easy.

Fuck wageslavery, that's for people that had kids young and needed an income to support that or people that fell into addiction or mental problems or simply were kicked out of their parents home at an early age.

For people that are excluded from the few rewards of society by virtue of face and "personality" there is nothing to gain from putting effort into the ratrace, disengage as much as you can.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Brutal

 

[DutchCel01]

Brutal brocel its not gonna be alright but i understand how you feel and relate. If that means anything anyway

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

Age 30 was the toughest to swallow for me.

Yep. This is when I truly let go of any hope whatsoever. The only future left even if you got a partner tomorrow would hardly be a future in comparison, they would be thrashed out, chemically void of ever giving you true connection, already has/had children, even if not you might get one (a child) if you'relucky but they will be retarded because she is hitting the wall and not prime. List of other things but I'll keep it as short as possible.

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

In two more years I'll be 35. It is ovER. Sorry you're here, truly. But a hearty welcome nonetheless.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

you belong here

 

[Poopless One]

Relatable title.

 

[sadlemon]

Been feeling the same lately. Close to 30 which is an important age as most people have already things at that age. A good career, a wife, a car, sometimes a house. Meanwhile i don't even have a job....

But if i truly think about my life this was bound to happen from the start, i could theoretically have made better choices, but realistically i never had the drive nor the will to fight for better things. So it's just the way it was supposed to go, maybe there was wasted potential but i doubt it

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Relatable title.

 

[TheHungariancel]

You should consider taking on debt, when I got tired of the years of slaving with the scum of the earth I simply enrolled in adult oriented courses and took student loan at 1% interest rate, used CHATGPT to cheat or to save time, got mostly A and Bs in 10 or so IT related courses while doing maybe 4 hours of work a week and taking it easy.

What kind of “adult oriented courses” did you take?

Been feeling the same lately. Close to 30 which is an important age as most people have already things at that age. A good career, a wife, a car, sometimes a house. Meanwhile i don't even have a job....

But if i truly think about my life this was bound to happen from the start, i could theoretically have made better choices, but realistically i never had the drive nor the will to fight for better things. So it's just the way it was supposed to go, maybe there was wasted potential but i doubt it

I feel the same about the second part of your post. When I look back at my life I always wonder if I do X instead of Y how would’ve my life turned out and then I often came to the conclusion that my current state was probably determined by my genetics/early childhood etc.

If I knew for sure that it was over for me when I was born it would at least give me a sense of comfort…