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It was Spring 2023, heavy semester. Me and my friends were grinding those programming projects everyday (end of the semester). One afternoon this girl came near me , there was an empty spot to plug her pc. I couldn't stop watching her . She had a nice jawline, nice skin color (between black and lightskin) ,nice ass. She made me feel strange, I was sweating, talking a lot , laughing. She needed to charge her phone. I took it a put it in a classroom (near other friends). I still didn't talk to her and regretted I didn't take her number .
The first time I saw her it was when I was waiting for a class. I was staring at her in real life and through the reflection of my PC screen. After I went near the classroom, she was sitting near the classroom. I started at her so much . But I couldn't approach.
Back in the main subject, days were passing. The routine was the same (grinding at school). She used to be there watching TV series. I somehow managed to get her ig. We texted, she sent "lips" emojis, sweet msg, ... Etc . One day her sister needed to type a document ,she asked me to lend her my PC. I helped her sister, we talked a lot . It was so lifefuel . Her sister didn't have neither big ass nor big boobs but I appreciated her ambitions. After she got jealous and entered the conversation and ruined our vibes. They were about to leave I still couldn't ask the phone number of her sister. By the time , I wanted to do it after a long reflection at the restroom, they were too far. I searched her sister on IG, Facebook, LinkedIn . Everything was in vain. I messaged her to asked her sister's phone number she said she was sleeping but never get it for me.
Surprisingly I saw them again , this time I didn't have any opening, I approached them and talked to both of them for at least one hour . I was nervous and sweating at first. But everything was great until a guy came (probably her bf ) . Fortunately I was talking to her sister. I still didn't manage to take their number . My friends thought I did great anyway.
Some days later, I was focused on the programming projects, this man (master student )in his forty ask her number she gave it to him, after that I never saw her . I thought she went on the countryside. I realized I missed my chance while waiting for the perfect moment or that's it was up to her to ask my number (blckpillpress said if you're talking for 48 hours to a girl she didn't ask your number you're ugly).
This particular day ,she came at school in the afternoon. I tought nature wanted to give me a second chance .
That was strange bc she always comes in the morning and leave in the afternoon. My friends told me she was there (we were upstairs she was downstairs) . When I finally went to take her number while I was talking to her . I saw a huge number of guys in her dm . I wanted to give up but I took her number. While I was talking to her she asked if I was single I said "yes" she said "it was obvious " and I asked her the same question she said she wasn't single. My friends came downstairs after that . Some minutes later the guy (previous previous paragraph) came and both left .She said goodbye to me but I kept my head on the ground . My friends thought it was just an appointment to have sex . It was brutal and humiliating. I stopped obsessing over her since then . Days later I asked her if her sister was single she said "no".
I left my comfort zone ,spared my precious time to talk to two girls just for nothing. I tought I was close of ascending it would have been great to ascend before leaving my home country even though I was about to be a senior. She occasionally texted me but I'm not interested bc it's pointless, why losing my time with someone I'll never have. I should have stopped after she showed me the pictures she took with the premed student at that cultural activity.
For context , i didn't have many friends its just 3 guys .I met during the entrance exam.
The first time I saw her it was when I was waiting for a class. I was staring at her in real life and through the reflection of my PC screen. After I went near the classroom, she was sitting near the classroom. I started at her so much . But I couldn't approach.
Back in the main subject, days were passing. The routine was the same (grinding at school). She used to be there watching TV series. I somehow managed to get her ig. We texted, she sent "lips" emojis, sweet msg, ... Etc . One day her sister needed to type a document ,she asked me to lend her my PC. I helped her sister, we talked a lot . It was so lifefuel . Her sister didn't have neither big ass nor big boobs but I appreciated her ambitions. After she got jealous and entered the conversation and ruined our vibes. They were about to leave I still couldn't ask the phone number of her sister. By the time , I wanted to do it after a long reflection at the restroom, they were too far. I searched her sister on IG, Facebook, LinkedIn . Everything was in vain. I messaged her to asked her sister's phone number she said she was sleeping but never get it for me.
Surprisingly I saw them again , this time I didn't have any opening, I approached them and talked to both of them for at least one hour . I was nervous and sweating at first. But everything was great until a guy came (probably her bf ) . Fortunately I was talking to her sister. I still didn't manage to take their number . My friends thought I did great anyway.
Some days later, I was focused on the programming projects, this man (master student )in his forty ask her number she gave it to him, after that I never saw her . I thought she went on the countryside. I realized I missed my chance while waiting for the perfect moment or that's it was up to her to ask my number (blckpillpress said if you're talking for 48 hours to a girl she didn't ask your number you're ugly).
This particular day ,she came at school in the afternoon. I tought nature wanted to give me a second chance .
That was strange bc she always comes in the morning and leave in the afternoon. My friends told me she was there (we were upstairs she was downstairs) . When I finally went to take her number while I was talking to her . I saw a huge number of guys in her dm . I wanted to give up but I took her number. While I was talking to her she asked if I was single I said "yes" she said "it was obvious " and I asked her the same question she said she wasn't single. My friends came downstairs after that . Some minutes later the guy (previous previous paragraph) came and both left .She said goodbye to me but I kept my head on the ground . My friends thought it was just an appointment to have sex . It was brutal and humiliating. I stopped obsessing over her since then . Days later I asked her if her sister was single she said "no".
I left my comfort zone ,spared my precious time to talk to two girls just for nothing. I tought I was close of ascending it would have been great to ascend before leaving my home country even though I was about to be a senior. She occasionally texted me but I'm not interested bc it's pointless, why losing my time with someone I'll never have. I should have stopped after she showed me the pictures she took with the premed student at that cultural activity.
For context , i didn't have many friends its just 3 guys .I met during the entrance exam.
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