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I was simply at school the other day, and I was thinking about my crush who is simply beautiful like no other women can compare. I can’t even put up in words on how beautiful she is to me, i’m sure she isnt the most good looking objectively since another girl takes that spot, but i dont even acknowledge that girl.
While everybody flocks to her, i flock to my crush instead simply because she is so damn attractive to me. The teacher were making us do a seatwork when my “friends” wanted a candy from her. I decided to ask one solely not because i wanted the candy but i wanted to talk to her. It was probably the best thing ive done this week.
Before what really happened, i have to talk about this “chad”. Hes nearly the same as me, he talks like me, he has the same handwriting as me, and even says “im gonna rape you” to one of his friends. Well thats not the problem, the problem is that we both have the same personality yet he is much taller and has a more defined skull.
Now, about the main story, once dismissal time comes around, the class president and the secretary (my crush) gave out gifts of appreciation, a boxed drink and some notes. I received a note saying:
“ Hi *name*!! Here is a *name of drink* with note from me and *name of class president*.
I hope everything goes well for u this S.Y. Keep working hard and don’t forget to have fun along the way. May u always have the reason to smile.
Wish, “
She never even put her name in that “wish”, she just left blank. Meanwhile the chad gets 2x the amount of words in his note and i saw “you have a lot of potential”. I was devastated. He never talked to her apart from group projects, she also never knew him yet he immediately got a “a lot of potential” note from her????? Im so confused, i have higher grades than him, why is it that i dont get that words of affirmation? Why?
Hes only better in physical appearance. Why is it that physical appearance has to contribute to “potential” in life? SHE never KNEW him, but I talked to her because i was her seatmate once. Is God playing some sort of cruel joke on me? Is God teasing me by putting me in the same class as her? And why is it that im in the same class in her as well as EVERY singular popular high smv girls??? God is so cruel. Why is he teasing me with love that will never exist? Why was i coincidentally not breastfed and was formula fed? Why is it that i have every recession apart from my mandible? Why is it that my teeth are crooked and ugly while my siblings get nearly perfect teeth? Why is it that my nose is the worse combination of my parents? Why is it that i was born only to face every problem by myself?
I HATE YOU ALL, THIS WORLD IS A CRUEL JOKE FOR ONLY FOR ME, I HOPE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU GETS SHOT DEAD.
You people have taken everything away from me. God is in the same region too. Im againts the entire world, i am in deep hatred.
Its over when it never began boyos.
While everybody flocks to her, i flock to my crush instead simply because she is so damn attractive to me. The teacher were making us do a seatwork when my “friends” wanted a candy from her. I decided to ask one solely not because i wanted the candy but i wanted to talk to her. It was probably the best thing ive done this week.
Before what really happened, i have to talk about this “chad”. Hes nearly the same as me, he talks like me, he has the same handwriting as me, and even says “im gonna rape you” to one of his friends. Well thats not the problem, the problem is that we both have the same personality yet he is much taller and has a more defined skull.
Now, about the main story, once dismissal time comes around, the class president and the secretary (my crush) gave out gifts of appreciation, a boxed drink and some notes. I received a note saying:
“ Hi *name*!! Here is a *name of drink* with note from me and *name of class president*.
I hope everything goes well for u this S.Y. Keep working hard and don’t forget to have fun along the way. May u always have the reason to smile.
Wish, “
She never even put her name in that “wish”, she just left blank. Meanwhile the chad gets 2x the amount of words in his note and i saw “you have a lot of potential”. I was devastated. He never talked to her apart from group projects, she also never knew him yet he immediately got a “a lot of potential” note from her????? Im so confused, i have higher grades than him, why is it that i dont get that words of affirmation? Why?
Hes only better in physical appearance. Why is it that physical appearance has to contribute to “potential” in life? SHE never KNEW him, but I talked to her because i was her seatmate once. Is God playing some sort of cruel joke on me? Is God teasing me by putting me in the same class as her? And why is it that im in the same class in her as well as EVERY singular popular high smv girls??? God is so cruel. Why is he teasing me with love that will never exist? Why was i coincidentally not breastfed and was formula fed? Why is it that i have every recession apart from my mandible? Why is it that my teeth are crooked and ugly while my siblings get nearly perfect teeth? Why is it that my nose is the worse combination of my parents? Why is it that i was born only to face every problem by myself?
I HATE YOU ALL, THIS WORLD IS A CRUEL JOKE FOR ONLY FOR ME, I HOPE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU GETS SHOT DEAD.
You people have taken everything away from me. God is in the same region too. Im againts the entire world, i am in deep hatred.
Its over when it never began boyos.
