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I'll start by listing some events that should have made stop porn/fapping
1- I started deeply in porn in 8th grade, i had a tablet . I watched a lot porn and fapped when there was no one at home. The screen of my tablet was broken. My dad fixed it . When i unlocked the table i found it on a porn website. I am sure the person who was fixing it , and my father tested the tablet to see if everything was normal. So they knew my secret.

2- At this time , my memory was quite good. When i see a big ass girl in my neighborhood . I could remember her body and fap on her later. I close my toilet door. I am fapping while watching my dick through the doorknob (it made my dick looked bigger). One day my brother opened the door suddenly. I quickly grap my pant and go near the bedroom talking to him while i was on my knee so he won't see my booner. I praised him to not tell this to my parents.

3- One day my cousin had my phone ,she went to my gallery .She saw an ass thumbnail and opened it. It was a video of Lela Star .She was very shocked ,she asked me if i had gf. I told her 'no'. I was so ashamed...

4- In my cousin birthday , she was with her friend ,her sister. i was there with my brother and my cousin (he was taking picture for her).
her sister asked my phone to take some snap. I gave her my phone . It was time to see them. I had to lie telling her. There's some things i am fixing on the phone. I quickly move away to delete all my porns who were in different location. I had no time to make this complex decision

5- In 2017 i came to usa for the first time for hollidays ,i stayed in my aunt's house . I thought i locked the door but it wasn't locked . I was fapping with my dick on the desk. My aunt's suddenly open the door . I quickly grabbed my pants. I don't know if she saw me

6- One day in college i went to the restroom and left my phone charging near my friends. Many porn notifications from telegram appeared on my lockscreen . All my friends saw them

7- I slept in my living room when i was in my home country . Because i was alone i fapped whenever i wanted. One night they gave the electricity my brother was coming to play ps4 and caught me fapping .He didn't say a word. I continued for 1 minute and stopped.

8- One day i was searching in my pc a movie to transfer to my phone's brother. I was quickly entering directories . He saw all my porn

9- One day after a shower i was edging ,my mother appeared near my window. In the angle i was .I am not sure if she caught me . But when i go to the window and reimagined the scene . I realized she should have saw me.

The resolution i took
1- I tried to unfollow all the big ass white girl i was heavily addicted to on instagram
2- mutliple times i deleted all porn on my pc (even though there's this girl i didn't delete her folder)
3- I tried leaving all the subreddit, telegram channel , all bookmarks ,deleted my onlyfans account , deleted all pictures/videos on my phone.
4- I stopped using cacao grease and snake oil to enlarge my dick ( i realized how small i was when watching bbc porn). Whenever i was using those products. I fapped even though it was not my plan.

Where i am now
My phone still has some nudity, my pc has a lot of porn . I bought an external drive to stock more porn. I create many google drive ,mega account to stock porn. I am in more telegram group ,discord server than before. I have many videos saved in my erome , pornhub account. But i fapped less because i have less time (i was more focused in my second college because it was expensive). Compared to when i was crazy waking up at 11pm to buy this high speed plan to download high quality videos.

Conclusion & resolution
When you're doing nofap , you're weaker. When i used to go watching volleyball girls in my college ( in my home country).Seeing them with short was enough to make me hard. Everything made me hard. When they're bending it was suifuel.
I had many temptations when (2022-2023) i was working circuits and algebra with this short big ass girl. when she's on the board. I was contemplating her huge round ass.
I was quite satisfied when i fapped 3 times in january 2024, I thought i could do more. I relapsed so hard ,when i started going to planet fitness. I can't resist those big ass / boob white/latina girl. I am suffering too much in this gym.

Nofap should be considered as a temporary goal. You can't do it for a long time. I only succed it less than 3 times . I accepted fapping is necessary. Even though when i pray i asked God if he gives me a gf i won't fap again.
The harder you try nofap the more you'll fap. You'll be more frustrate, more horny , more depressed. After a workout in planet fitness .I arrived at home and searched for big ass gym girl ( i am subsribed to a lot on social media and onlyfans) to compensate for what i can't have. All those led me to fap more.
 
I want to make it to heaven god also showed me a dream about hell , his words were “ this is one of the many methods of torture they use down here, this is where you will end up if you don’t stop”. I just busted yesterday it’s impossible to quit it seems I also prayed very hard today
 
I want to make it to heaven god also showed me a dream about hell , his words were “ this is one of the many methods of torture they use down here, this is where you will end up if you don’t stop”. I just busted yesterday it’s impossible to quit it seems I also prayed very hard today
it's very hard bro. I didn't want to get baptized. My uncle asked me why. I couldn't tell the truth i said i wasn't ready.
Same happened today when the teacher of today's service asked :" if we die today who think he/she will be saved"
 
I want to make it to heaven god also showed me a dream about hell , his words were “ this is one of the many methods of torture they use down here, this is where you will end up if you don’t stop”. I just busted yesterday it’s impossible to quit it seems I also prayed very hard today
I think God always punish me. Each time i fapped something bad happens to me few weeks later.
 
I really want to try nofap.
 
First off I appreciate the honesty here. You've tried to do something many men have failed to do in the last 40 years (oldfags and boomers will not understand because porn didn't go mainstream until the 80s).

I wish you nothing but success
 
First off I appreciate the honesty here. You've tried to do something many men have failed to do in the last 40 years (oldfags and boomers will not understand because porn didn't go mainstream until the 80s).

I wish you nothing but success
Thank you so much bro
 
Yeah no fap is dumb. Watch rehab room’s latest video
 
I want to make it to heaven god also showed me a dream about hell , his words were “ this is one of the many methods of torture they use down here, this is where you will end up if you don’t stop”. I just busted yesterday it’s impossible to quit it seems I also prayed very hard today
pray for some hoes
 
Don't think and forget about masturbating, thats the easiest way
 
how bad can you be at keeping porn a secret bro
 
I'll start by listing some events that should have made stop porn/fapping
1- I started deeply in porn in 8th grade, i had a tablet . I watched a lot porn and fapped when there was no one at home. The screen of my tablet was broken. My dad fixed it . When i unlocked the table i found it on a porn website. I am sure the person who was fixing it , and my father tested the tablet to see if everything was normal. So they knew my secret.

2- At this time , my memory was quite good. When i see a big ass girl in my neighborhood . I could remember her body and fap on her later. I close my toilet door. I am fapping while watching my dick through the doorknob (it made my dick looked bigger). One day my brother opened the door suddenly. I quickly grap my pant and go near the bedroom talking to him while i was on my knee so he won't see my booner. I praised him to not tell this to my parents.

3- One day my cousin had my phone ,she went to my gallery .She saw an ass thumbnail and opened it. It was a video of Lela Star .She was very shocked ,she asked me if i had gf. I told her 'no'. I was so ashamed...

4- In my cousin birthday , she was with her friend ,her sister. i was there with my brother and my cousin (he was taking picture for her).
her sister asked my phone to take some snap. I gave her my phone . It was time to see them. I had to lie telling her. There's some things i am fixing on the phone. I quickly move away to delete all my porns who were in different location. I had no time to make this complex decision

5- In 2017 i came to usa for the first time for hollidays ,i stayed in my aunt's house . I thought i locked the door but it wasn't locked . I was fapping with my dick on the desk. My aunt's suddenly open the door . I quickly grabbed my pants. I don't know if she saw me

6- One day in college i went to the restroom and left my phone charging near my friends. Many porn notifications from telegram appeared on my lockscreen . All my friends saw them

7- I slept in my living room when i was in my home country . Because i was alone i fapped whenever i wanted. One night they gave the electricity my brother was coming to play ps4 and caught me fapping .He didn't say a word. I continued for 1 minute and stopped.

8- One day i was searching in my pc a movie to transfer to my phone's brother. I was quickly entering directories . He saw all my porn

9- One day after a shower i was edging ,my mother appeared near my window. In the angle i was .I am not sure if she caught me . But when i go to the window and reimagined the scene . I realized she should have saw me.

The resolution i took
1- I tried to unfollow all the big ass white girl i was heavily addicted to on instagram
2- mutliple times i deleted all porn on my pc (even though there's this girl i didn't delete her folder)
3- I tried leaving all the subreddit, telegram channel , all bookmarks ,deleted my onlyfans account , deleted all pictures/videos on my phone.
4- I stopped using cacao grease and snake oil to enlarge my dick ( i realized how small i was when watching bbc porn). Whenever i was using those products. I fapped even though it was not my plan.

Where i am now
My phone still has some nudity, my pc has a lot of porn . I bought an external drive to stock more porn. I create many google drive ,mega account to stock porn. I am in more telegram group ,discord server than before. I have many videos saved in my erome , pornhub account. But i fapped less because i have less time (i was more focused in my second college because it was expensive). Compared to when i was crazy waking up at 11pm to buy this high speed plan to download high quality videos.

Conclusion & resolution
When you're doing nofap , you're weaker. When i used to go watching volleyball girls in my college ( in my home country).Seeing them with short was enough to make me hard. Everything made me hard. When they're bending it was suifuel.
I had many temptations when (2022-2023) i was working circuits and algebra with this short big ass girl. when she's on the board. I was contemplating her huge round ass.
I was quite satisfied when i fapped 3 times in january 2024, I thought i could do more. I relapsed so hard ,when i started going to planet fitness. I can't resist those big ass / boob white/latina girl. I am suffering too much in this gym.

Nofap should be considered as a temporary goal. You can't do it for a long time. I only succed it less than 3 times . I accepted fapping is necessary. Even though when i pray i asked God if he gives me a gf i won't fap again.
The harder you try nofap the more you'll fap. You'll be more frustrate, more horny , more depressed. After a workout in planet fitness .I arrived at home and searched for big ass gym girl ( i am subsribed to a lot on social media and onlyfans) to compensate for what i can't have. All those led me to fap more.
Dude, do you have no brains? How can you get caught like this? I never got caught watching porn or jerking off.
 
Dude, do you have no brains? How can you get caught like this? I never got caught watching porn or jerking off.
I'm extra cautious. I rarely hear headphone so I could understand the smallest sound.
Not all day are the same
 
I want to make it to heaven god also showed me a dream about hell , his words were “ this is one of the many methods of torture they use down here, this is where you will end up if you don’t stop”. I just busted yesterday it’s impossible to quit it seems I also prayed very hard today
hell is hades or sheol in the old testament(same in the new until the end when the lake of fire is revealed by revelation 20 or 21) you only go there if you didnt accept the blood atonemt and death of christ on the cross and his ressurection,its by grace faith,and nofap is retarded,just limit yourself to once or twice a day you'll be fine.
 
hell is hades or sheol in the old testament(same in the new until the end when the lake of fire is revealed by revelation 20 or 21) you only go there if you didnt accept the blood atonemt and death of christ on the cross and his ressurection,its by grace faith,and nofap is retarded,just limit yourself to once or twice a day you'll be fine.
Thank you bro
 
I'll start by listing some events that should have made stop porn/fapping
1- I started deeply in porn in 8th grade, i had a tablet . I watched a lot porn and fapped when there was no one at home. The screen of my tablet was broken. My dad fixed it . When i unlocked the table i found it on a porn website. I am sure the person who was fixing it , and my father tested the tablet to see if everything was normal. So they knew my secret.

2- At this time , my memory was quite good. When i see a big ass girl in my neighborhood . I could remember her body and fap on her later. I close my toilet door. I am fapping while watching my dick through the doorknob (it made my dick looked bigger). One day my brother opened the door suddenly. I quickly grap my pant and go near the bedroom talking to him while i was on my knee so he won't see my booner. I praised him to not tell this to my parents.

3- One day my cousin had my phone ,she went to my gallery .She saw an ass thumbnail and opened it. It was a video of Lela Star .She was very shocked ,she asked me if i had gf. I told her 'no'. I was so ashamed...

4- In my cousin birthday , she was with her friend ,her sister. i was there with my brother and my cousin (he was taking picture for her).
her sister asked my phone to take some snap. I gave her my phone . It was time to see them. I had to lie telling her. There's some things i am fixing on the phone. I quickly move away to delete all my porns who were in different location. I had no time to make this complex decision

5- In 2017 i came to usa for the first time for hollidays ,i stayed in my aunt's house . I thought i locked the door but it wasn't locked . I was fapping with my dick on the desk. My aunt's suddenly open the door . I quickly grabbed my pants. I don't know if she saw me

6- One day in college i went to the restroom and left my phone charging near my friends. Many porn notifications from telegram appeared on my lockscreen . All my friends saw them

7- I slept in my living room when i was in my home country . Because i was alone i fapped whenever i wanted. One night they gave the electricity my brother was coming to play ps4 and caught me fapping .He didn't say a word. I continued for 1 minute and stopped.

8- One day i was searching in my pc a movie to transfer to my phone's brother. I was quickly entering directories . He saw all my porn

9- One day after a shower i was edging ,my mother appeared near my window. In the angle i was .I am not sure if she caught me . But when i go to the window and reimagined the scene . I realized she should have saw me.

The resolution i took
1- I tried to unfollow all the big ass white girl i was heavily addicted to on instagram
2- mutliple times i deleted all porn on my pc (even though there's this girl i didn't delete her folder)
3- I tried leaving all the subreddit, telegram channel , all bookmarks ,deleted my onlyfans account , deleted all pictures/videos on my phone.
4- I stopped using cacao grease and snake oil to enlarge my dick ( i realized how small i was when watching bbc porn). Whenever i was using those products. I fapped even though it was not my plan.

Where i am now
My phone still has some nudity, my pc has a lot of porn . I bought an external drive to stock more porn. I create many google drive ,mega account to stock porn. I am in more telegram group ,discord server than before. I have many videos saved in my erome , pornhub account. But i fapped less because i have less time (i was more focused in my second college because it was expensive). Compared to when i was crazy waking up at 11pm to buy this high speed plan to download high quality videos.

Conclusion & resolution
When you're doing nofap , you're weaker. When i used to go watching volleyball girls in my college ( in my home country).Seeing them with short was enough to make me hard. Everything made me hard. When they're bending it was suifuel.
I had many temptations when (2022-2023) i was working circuits and algebra with this short big ass girl. when she's on the board. I was contemplating her huge round ass.
I was quite satisfied when i fapped 3 times in january 2024, I thought i could do more. I relapsed so hard ,when i started going to planet fitness. I can't resist those big ass / boob white/latina girl. I am suffering too much in this gym.

Nofap should be considered as a temporary goal. You can't do it for a long time. I only succed it less than 3 times . I accepted fapping is necessary. Even though when i pray i asked God if he gives me a gf i won't fap again.
The harder you try nofap the more you'll fap. You'll be more frustrate, more horny , more depressed. After a workout in planet fitness .I arrived at home and searched for big ass gym girl ( i am subsribed to a lot on social media and onlyfans) to compensate for what i can't have. All those led me to fap more.
If you're going to download porn, put it in private file. Once when i was a little ass kid i accidently downloaded porn on my father's iPhone s4. Absolutely brutal. My brother found out, he just said i found out and not to watch it again.

My brother knows i was vids of old Middle aged fat guys paying hookers money for sex, brutal.
 
Sup fellow blackcel. What's ur home country if u don't mind me asking?
 
If you're going to download porn, put it in private file. Once when i was a little ass kid i accidently downloaded porn on my father's iPhone s4. Absolutely brutal. My brother found out, he just said i found out and not to watch it again.

My brother knows i was vids of old Middle aged fat guys paying hookers money for sex, brutal.
I started doing that but at the end they were everywhere.
 
Danm
How you ended up here ?
I bet you went to a highschool with plenty of white girls
Well I was born in America but my dad is hatian and my mother is white and yes I went to a predominantly white school
 
Well I was born in America but my dad is hatian and my mother is white and yes I went to a predominantly white school
I tought you lived in Haiti and came to the USA later.
 
Wrap your head around this statement brother,
everytime you watch porn of a man fucking the hell out of a toilet, you're the cuck:


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