I studied at college for four years (College here in the UK is different from university). I did a performing arts course and some other shitty courses that the college forced me to do. I don't have any GCSE's (Most jobs require you to have English and Maths GCSE's as a bare minimum). I was living in a flatshare up until my flatmate tried to extort £2000 out of me and I had to get the fuck out of there before he tried to kill me. Now I'm back at my dad's for the second time in two years. I spoke to him about starting up a business with him doing hypnotherapy since he has a diploma in it, but he's not interested and would rather do security work. I haven't had a job in over a year now and have been living off neetbux. It looks unlikely that I'll ever be able to find a job again. Maybe some shitty minimum wage jobs would take me on, but fuck that. I've already been there, done that and I'm never lowering myself to that level again. I didn't spend four years in college to do that shit. I was really hoping I'd just be able to start up a business with my dad, but it looks like that isn't going to happen. So yeah, I pretty much don't have anything to live for, but I'm going to try and find a hobby or something. Anything to keep my mind occupied and keep me out of this house because I hate living here. Even just having a group of friends to hang out with would be good. I still get a decent amount of neetbux, so that's good, but I don't get enough to rent my own place anymore. I might see if one of the few friends I have will let me stay at their place for cheap, but I highly doubt any of them will, so I guess I'm stuck living here, jobless. Unless I manage to find a job that isn't complete dog shit, I might end up being stuck this way for the rest of my life.
