Greetings everyone, I'm a 31 year old virgin, 5'6, balding, autistic, chubby with mild gyno and am an extreme introvert and am extremely shy and socially anxious in real life and find holding a normal conversation impossible as putting my thoughts into words spontaneously is difficult for me, possibly due to undiagnosed brain damage of something.
I spent my 20's chasing foids, I was the biggest blue pilled cuck ever, consequently, I had no success other than being ignored, friendzoned and treated very badly. I wish I had known about the blackpill earlier, it would have saved me a lot of misery.
I'm currently on neetbux and thinking of wagecucking again, but I can't do much better than minimum wage as a find it impossible to get along with anyone in the real world and have no qualifications or meaningful work experience. I spend my time gymcelling and looksmaxing: tho at this point it's just a cope. The only option for me now is an escort, betabuxing (though this is a near impossible option for me), or a sex doll. I currently volunteer at a livery yard where there are a lot of stuck-up horse riding foids -- all of which look at me like garbage, of course. My ultimate goal is to have a normal relationship and be a farther ( though my kids would almost definitely be ugly and autistic).
I have 0 friends and family other than my 67 year old manic depressive, suicidal mother and am on the verge of being homeless.
Thanks for reading, I have been reading from this site for a while and have just recently made an account.
I spent my 20's chasing foids, I was the biggest blue pilled cuck ever, consequently, I had no success other than being ignored, friendzoned and treated very badly. I wish I had known about the blackpill earlier, it would have saved me a lot of misery.
I'm currently on neetbux and thinking of wagecucking again, but I can't do much better than minimum wage as a find it impossible to get along with anyone in the real world and have no qualifications or meaningful work experience. I spend my time gymcelling and looksmaxing: tho at this point it's just a cope. The only option for me now is an escort, betabuxing (though this is a near impossible option for me), or a sex doll. I currently volunteer at a livery yard where there are a lot of stuck-up horse riding foids -- all of which look at me like garbage, of course. My ultimate goal is to have a normal relationship and be a farther ( though my kids would almost definitely be ugly and autistic).
I have 0 friends and family other than my 67 year old manic depressive, suicidal mother and am on the verge of being homeless.
Thanks for reading, I have been reading from this site for a while and have just recently made an account.
