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This will be my last post and the contents of it will result in my ban. I hope this post serves as an explanation to everyone I've known for the past two years as to how I got to where I am now.


Around four years ago I was in contacts with a girl I met on discord. We communicated every day and any time I'd be slow to respond she would spam me with messages. The girl was absolutely obsessed with me. One day this girl asked me what I looked like. She sent a picture of herself. (She was overweight and unattractive) And I responded in kind. She asked me if I was a meme and then blocked me. This was utterly devastating for me. I couldn't take it and broke down emotionally. At that point I was a social outcast everywhere, her blocking me was my last social connection cutting me off.


I fell into depression and started interacting with normie discord servers. A girl there asked me what I looked like, I sent her my face, she leaked it, and the entire server mocked me calling me a downy. This was just too much. I realized at this point that I would never have sex with a woman. In defeat I started interacting with the virgin and forever alone subreddits. At one point I received vicious responses from a user who told me I wasn't entitled to anything and that I should stop whining. I visited their profile out of curiosity and came upon the subreddit incel tears. I browsed it and realized that most of the posts they were mocking weren't even misogynistic or edgy. They was just guys venting.



After seeing this I would then start lurking incels.is. For awhile this would be my only contact with human society. I would spend my days napping, watching hentai, and then browsing .is. While browsing.is I would come upon a thread that brought me immense hope. The thread created by it's over about geomaxing. Feeling my resolve revived I decided to garner some social interaction. However seeing as how at this point I was still iffy on joining anything incel related I would instead choose to join some 4chan discord servers and this is where everything gets significantly worse.


I again made the same mistake of sending a girl my face, yet again she leaked it and the entire server started mocking me. Despite the boost in life fuel the prospect of geomaxing gave me I realized at this point no woman would ever find me attractive and it hurt. It hurts very bad. I stayed on that server for a bit and they trashed me every day. The only user who was nice to me was a guy who told me I had a cute face. After posting my body for the first time in the physique section of the forum this guy would dm and told me "you have 0 chances with a girl but I find you cute."


I wasn't gay but I was desperate for any human validation or attraction. I sent him the pictures and videos he requested and he would reward me with compliments. At that point I would join incels.is and start trolling pretending to be gay despite not actually feeling these things. Part of me was trying to force myself to be gay because I had no chance with foids but it never worked.


Then something horrible happened. This guy turned out to be trolling me the whole time. He was sending everything I sent him to a group chat and mocking me.

I was completely broken again. Even tho I wasn't gay being rejected by fags was damaging to my ego. I thought fags were supposed to not be as picky as women?


I left the server and would then delve into incel servers. Long story short I started a server with another guy and he backstabbed me in the end. This server would constantly humiliate and mock my face and I started jestermaxxing for attention. Completely and utterly humiliating. Eventually after being betrayed by my friend I left mind broken. I tried coping in several ways afterwards, one was geomaxing. I tried contacting Filipino girls. They all told me I was ugly and blocked me. The other way was posting my body on 4chan and shilling myself out to fags. They all rejected and insulted me. I was desperate for any human validation or approval at this point.


This is when I joined incels.is. After spending some time in the forums I finally felt like I found somewhere where I belonged. I met many users there I'd consider friends. However over time the forum started boring me. Users I like started getting banned and it became more obsessed with race wars than inceldom. Then I would fall into another unfortunate and humiliating rabbit hole. Looksmax.org. I became a bit of a lol cow there. I was insulted so much that I became desperate for validation again and started fag posting hoping I'd get even a morsel of praise. What I got was humiliation and the forum left me feeling like shit. From here I would go into complete self destruction mode. I started posting myself on 4chan, discord servers, anywhere and everywhere hoping for approval. The result was always the same. Insults and mockery.


Even worse is I was failing to make social connections. Even on .is every conversation I had ended in being ghosted. Then this year of course as you know my life began to fall apart more.


I self orchestrated my own demise on .is by provoking mods. I did so because I thought that I would have a new start away from the forums. That start failed and in the end here I am. Utterly humiliated with both incels and normies and foids trying to ruin my life. The moral of the story is that if you're a truecel give up you'll never be accepted.

 
The super clown saga continues
 
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Someone read all that and leave a summary, thanks.
 
No TLDR? Come on man.
 
No TLDR? Come on man.
the TLDR is he posted his face everywhere and was mocked and insulted, was psyopped into thinking a faggot likes him and now he's going to get banned and kill himself (ok he didn't say he'd kill himself but that's mayhaps he will, i hope he doesnt though i feel bad for him)
 
brutal read @Fat Link pin + IT wont touch
 
This will be my last post and the contents of it will result in my ban. I hope this post serves as an explanation to everyone I've known for the past two years as to how I got to where I am now.


Around four years ago I was in contacts with a girl I met on discord. We communicated every day and any time I'd be slow to respond she would spam me with messages. The girl was absolutely obsessed with me. One day this girl asked me what I looked like. She sent a picture of herself. (She was overweight and unattractive) And I responded in kind. She asked me if I was a meme and then blocked me. This was utterly devastating for me. I couldn't take it and broke down emotionally. At that point I was a social outcast everywhere, her blocking me was my last social connection cutting me off.


I fell into depression and started interacting with normie discord servers. A girl there asked me what I looked like, I sent her my face, she leaked it, and the entire server mocked me calling me a downy. This was just too much. I realized at this point that I would never have sex with a woman. In defeat I started interacting with the virgin and forever alone subreddits. At one point I received vicious responses from a user who told me I wasn't entitled to anything and that I should stop whining. I visited their profile out of curiosity and came upon the subreddit incel tears. I browsed it and realized that most of the posts they were mocking weren't even misogynistic or edgy. They was just guys venting.



After seeing this I would then start lurking incels.is. For awhile this would be my only contact with human society. I would spend my days napping, watching hentai, and then browsing .is. While browsing.is I would come upon a thread that brought me immense hope. The thread created by it's over about geomaxing. Feeling my resolve revived I decided to garner some social interaction. However seeing as how at this point I was still iffy on joining anything incel related I would instead choose to join some 4chan discord servers and this is where everything gets significantly worse.


I again made the same mistake of sending a girl my face, yet again she leaked it and the entire server started mocking me. Despite the boost in life fuel the prospect of geomaxing gave me I realized at this point no woman would ever find me attractive and it hurt. It hurts very bad. I stayed on that server for a bit and they trashed me every day. The only user who was nice to me was a guy who told me I had a cute face. After posting my body for the first time in the physique section of the forum this guy would dm and told me "you have 0 chances with a girl but I find you cute."


I wasn't gay but I was desperate for any human validation or attraction. I sent him the pictures and videos he requested and he would reward me with compliments. At that point I would join incels.is and start trolling pretending to be gay despite not actually feeling these things. Part of me was trying to force myself to be gay because I had no chance with foids but it never worked.


Then something horrible happened. This guy turned out to be trolling me the whole time. He was sending everything I sent him to a group chat and mocking me.

I was completely broken again. Even tho I wasn't gay being rejected by fags was damaging to my ego. I thought fags were supposed to not be as picky as women?


I left the server and would then delve into incel servers. Long story short I started a server with another guy and he backstabbed me in the end. This server would constantly humiliate and mock my face and I started jestermaxxing for attention. Completely and utterly humiliating. Eventually after being betrayed by my friend I left mind broken. I tried coping in several ways afterwards, one was geomaxing. I tried contacting Filipino girls. They all told me I was ugly and blocked me. The other way was posting my body on 4chan and shilling myself out to fags. They all rejected and insulted me. I was desperate for any human validation or approval at this point.


This is when I joined incels.is. After spending some time in the forums I finally felt like I found somewhere where I belonged. I met many users there I'd consider friends. However over time the forum started boring me. Users I like started getting banned and it became more obsessed with race wars than inceldom. Then I would fall into another unfortunate and humiliating rabbit hole. Looksmax.org. I became a bit of a lol cow there. I was insulted so much that I became desperate for validation again and started fag posting hoping I'd get even a morsel of praise. What I got was humiliation and the forum left me feeling like shit. From here I would go into complete self destruction mode. I started posting myself on 4chan, discord servers, anywhere and everywhere hoping for approval. The result was always the same. Insults and mockery.


Even worse is I was failing to make social connections. Even on .is every conversation I had ended in being ghosted. Then this year of course as you know my life began to fall apart more.


I self orchestrated my own demise on .is by provoking mods. I did so because I thought that I would have a new start away from the forums. That start failed and in the end here I am. Utterly humiliated with both incels and normies and foids trying to ruin my life. The moral of the story is that if you're a truecel give up you'll never be accepted.

what the point?
 
why would you get banned
 
you fagmaxxed but damn brutal story ngl
 
ok he didn't say he'd kill himself but that's mayhaps he will, i hope he doesnt though i feel bad for him
 
This will be my last post and the contents of it will result in my ban. I hope this post serves as an explanation to everyone I've known for the past two years as to how I got to where I am now.


Around four years ago I was in contacts with a girl I met on discord. We communicated every day and any time I'd be slow to respond she would spam me with messages. The girl was absolutely obsessed with me. One day this girl asked me what I looked like. She sent a picture of herself. (She was overweight and unattractive) And I responded in kind. She asked me if I was a meme and then blocked me. This was utterly devastating for me. I couldn't take it and broke down emotionally. At that point I was a social outcast everywhere, her blocking me was my last social connection cutting me off.


I fell into depression and started interacting with normie discord servers. A girl there asked me what I looked like, I sent her my face, she leaked it, and the entire server mocked me calling me a downy. This was just too much. I realized at this point that I would never have sex with a woman. In defeat I started interacting with the virgin and forever alone subreddits. At one point I received vicious responses from a user who told me I wasn't entitled to anything and that I should stop whining. I visited their profile out of curiosity and came upon the subreddit incel tears. I browsed it and realized that most of the posts they were mocking weren't even misogynistic or edgy. They was just guys venting.



After seeing this I would then start lurking incels.is. For awhile this would be my only contact with human society. I would spend my days napping, watching hentai, and then browsing .is. While browsing.is I would come upon a thread that brought me immense hope. The thread created by it's over about geomaxing. Feeling my resolve revived I decided to garner some social interaction. However seeing as how at this point I was still iffy on joining anything incel related I would instead choose to join some 4chan discord servers and this is where everything gets significantly worse.


I again made the same mistake of sending a girl my face, yet again she leaked it and the entire server started mocking me. Despite the boost in life fuel the prospect of geomaxing gave me I realized at this point no woman would ever find me attractive and it hurt. It hurts very bad. I stayed on that server for a bit and they trashed me every day. The only user who was nice to me was a guy who told me I had a cute face. After posting my body for the first time in the physique section of the forum this guy would dm and told me "you have 0 chances with a girl but I find you cute."


I wasn't gay but I was desperate for any human validation or attraction. I sent him the pictures and videos he requested and he would reward me with compliments. At that point I would join incels.is and start trolling pretending to be gay despite not actually feeling these things. Part of me was trying to force myself to be gay because I had no chance with foids but it never worked.


Then something horrible happened. This guy turned out to be trolling me the whole time. He was sending everything I sent him to a group chat and mocking me.

I was completely broken again. Even tho I wasn't gay being rejected by fags was damaging to my ego. I thought fags were supposed to not be as picky as women?


I left the server and would then delve into incel servers. Long story short I started a server with another guy and he backstabbed me in the end. This server would constantly humiliate and mock my face and I started jestermaxxing for attention. Completely and utterly humiliating. Eventually after being betrayed by my friend I left mind broken. I tried coping in several ways afterwards, one was geomaxing. I tried contacting Filipino girls. They all told me I was ugly and blocked me. The other way was posting my body on 4chan and shilling myself out to fags. They all rejected and insulted me. I was desperate for any human validation or approval at this point.


This is when I joined incels.is. After spending some time in the forums I finally felt like I found somewhere where I belonged. I met many users there I'd consider friends. However over time the forum started boring me. Users I like started getting banned and it became more obsessed with race wars than inceldom. Then I would fall into another unfortunate and humiliating rabbit hole. Looksmax.org. I became a bit of a lol cow there. I was insulted so much that I became desperate for validation again and started fag posting hoping I'd get even a morsel of praise. What I got was humiliation and the forum left me feeling like shit. From here I would go into complete self destruction mode. I started posting myself on 4chan, discord servers, anywhere and everywhere hoping for approval. The result was always the same. Insults and mockery.


Even worse is I was failing to make social connections. Even on .is every conversation I had ended in being ghosted. Then this year of course as you know my life began to fall apart more.


I self orchestrated my own demise on .is by provoking mods. I did so because I thought that I would have a new start away from the forums. That start failed and in the end here I am. Utterly humiliated with both incels and normies and foids trying to ruin my life. The moral of the story is that if you're a truecel give up you'll never be accepted.

so what? what the end of the story?
 
goddamn it's so over for this kid
 
This will be my last post and the contents of it will result in my ban. I hope this post serves as an explanation to everyone I've known for the past two years as to how I got to where I am now.


Around four years ago I was in contacts with a girl I met on discord. We communicated every day and any time I'd be slow to respond she would spam me with messages. The girl was absolutely obsessed with me. One day this girl asked me what I looked like. She sent a picture of herself. (She was overweight and unattractive) And I responded in kind. She asked me if I was a meme and then blocked me. This was utterly devastating for me. I couldn't take it and broke down emotionally. At that point I was a social outcast everywhere, her blocking me was my last social connection cutting me off.


I fell into depression and started interacting with normie discord servers. A girl there asked me what I looked like, I sent her my face, she leaked it, and the entire server mocked me calling me a downy. This was just too much. I realized at this point that I would never have sex with a woman. In defeat I started interacting with the virgin and forever alone subreddits. At one point I received vicious responses from a user who told me I wasn't entitled to anything and that I should stop whining. I visited their profile out of curiosity and came upon the subreddit incel tears. I browsed it and realized that most of the posts they were mocking weren't even misogynistic or edgy. They was just guys venting.



After seeing this I would then start lurking incels.is. For awhile this would be my only contact with human society. I would spend my days napping, watching hentai, and then browsing .is. While browsing.is I would come upon a thread that brought me immense hope. The thread created by it's over about geomaxing. Feeling my resolve revived I decided to garner some social interaction. However seeing as how at this point I was still iffy on joining anything incel related I would instead choose to join some 4chan discord servers and this is where everything gets significantly worse.


I again made the same mistake of sending a girl my face, yet again she leaked it and the entire server started mocking me. Despite the boost in life fuel the prospect of geomaxing gave me I realized at this point no woman would ever find me attractive and it hurt. It hurts very bad. I stayed on that server for a bit and they trashed me every day. The only user who was nice to me was a guy who told me I had a cute face. After posting my body for the first time in the physique section of the forum this guy would dm and told me "you have 0 chances with a girl but I find you cute."


I wasn't gay but I was desperate for any human validation or attraction. I sent him the pictures and videos he requested and he would reward me with compliments. At that point I would join incels.is and start trolling pretending to be gay despite not actually feeling these things. Part of me was trying to force myself to be gay because I had no chance with foids but it never worked.


Then something horrible happened. This guy turned out to be trolling me the whole time. He was sending everything I sent him to a group chat and mocking me.

I was completely broken again. Even tho I wasn't gay being rejected by fags was damaging to my ego. I thought fags were supposed to not be as picky as women?


I left the server and would then delve into incel servers. Long story short I started a server with another guy and he backstabbed me in the end. This server would constantly humiliate and mock my face and I started jestermaxxing for attention. Completely and utterly humiliating. Eventually after being betrayed by my friend I left mind broken. I tried coping in several ways afterwards, one was geomaxing. I tried contacting Filipino girls. They all told me I was ugly and blocked me. The other way was posting my body on 4chan and shilling myself out to fags. They all rejected and insulted me. I was desperate for any human validation or approval at this point.


This is when I joined incels.is. After spending some time in the forums I finally felt like I found somewhere where I belonged. I met many users there I'd consider friends. However over time the forum started boring me. Users I like started getting banned and it became more obsessed with race wars than inceldom. Then I would fall into another unfortunate and humiliating rabbit hole. Looksmax.org. I became a bit of a lol cow there. I was insulted so much that I became desperate for validation again and started fag posting hoping I'd get even a morsel of praise. What I got was humiliation and the forum left me feeling like shit. From here I would go into complete self destruction mode. I started posting myself on 4chan, discord servers, anywhere and everywhere hoping for approval. The result was always the same. Insults and mockery.


Even worse is I was failing to make social connections. Even on .is every conversation I had ended in being ghosted. Then this year of course as you know my life began to fall apart more.


I self orchestrated my own demise on .is by provoking mods. I did so because I thought that I would have a new start away from the forums. That start failed and in the end here I am. Utterly humiliated with both incels and normies and foids trying to ruin my life. The moral of the story is that if you're a truecel give up you'll never be accepted.

buy hookers
 
This will be my last post and the contents of it will result in my ban. I hope this post serves as an explanation to everyone I've known for the past two years as to how I got to where I am now.


Around four years ago I was in contacts with a girl I met on discord. We communicated every day and any time I'd be slow to respond she would spam me with messages. The girl was absolutely obsessed with me. One day this girl asked me what I looked like. She sent a picture of herself. (She was overweight and unattractive) And I responded in kind. She asked me if I was a meme and then blocked me. This was utterly devastating for me. I couldn't take it and broke down emotionally. At that point I was a social outcast everywhere, her blocking me was my last social connection cutting me off.


I fell into depression and started interacting with normie discord servers. A girl there asked me what I looked like, I sent her my face, she leaked it, and the entire server mocked me calling me a downy. This was just too much. I realized at this point that I would never have sex with a woman. In defeat I started interacting with the virgin and forever alone subreddits. At one point I received vicious responses from a user who told me I wasn't entitled to anything and that I should stop whining. I visited their profile out of curiosity and came upon the subreddit incel tears. I browsed it and realized that most of the posts they were mocking weren't even misogynistic or edgy. They was just guys venting.



After seeing this I would then start lurking incels.is. For awhile this would be my only contact with human society. I would spend my days napping, watching hentai, and then browsing .is. While browsing.is I would come upon a thread that brought me immense hope. The thread created by it's over about geomaxing. Feeling my resolve revived I decided to garner some social interaction. However seeing as how at this point I was still iffy on joining anything incel related I would instead choose to join some 4chan discord servers and this is where everything gets significantly worse.


I again made the same mistake of sending a girl my face, yet again she leaked it and the entire server started mocking me. Despite the boost in life fuel the prospect of geomaxing gave me I realized at this point no woman would ever find me attractive and it hurt. It hurts very bad. I stayed on that server for a bit and they trashed me every day. The only user who was nice to me was a guy who told me I had a cute face. After posting my body for the first time in the physique section of the forum this guy would dm and told me "you have 0 chances with a girl but I find you cute."


I wasn't gay but I was desperate for any human validation or attraction. I sent him the pictures and videos he requested and he would reward me with compliments. At that point I would join incels.is and start trolling pretending to be gay despite not actually feeling these things. Part of me was trying to force myself to be gay because I had no chance with foids but it never worked.


Then something horrible happened. This guy turned out to be trolling me the whole time. He was sending everything I sent him to a group chat and mocking me.

I was completely broken again. Even tho I wasn't gay being rejected by fags was damaging to my ego. I thought fags were supposed to not be as picky as women?


I left the server and would then delve into incel servers. Long story short I started a server with another guy and he backstabbed me in the end. This server would constantly humiliate and mock my face and I started jestermaxxing for attention. Completely and utterly humiliating. Eventually after being betrayed by my friend I left mind broken. I tried coping in several ways afterwards, one was geomaxing. I tried contacting Filipino girls. They all told me I was ugly and blocked me. The other way was posting my body on 4chan and shilling myself out to fags. They all rejected and insulted me. I was desperate for any human validation or approval at this point.


This is when I joined incels.is. After spending some time in the forums I finally felt like I found somewhere where I belonged. I met many users there I'd consider friends. However over time the forum started boring me. Users I like started getting banned and it became more obsessed with race wars than inceldom. Then I would fall into another unfortunate and humiliating rabbit hole. Looksmax.org. I became a bit of a lol cow there. I was insulted so much that I became desperate for validation again and started fag posting hoping I'd get even a morsel of praise. What I got was humiliation and the forum left me feeling like shit. From here I would go into complete self destruction mode. I started posting myself on 4chan, discord servers, anywhere and everywhere hoping for approval. The result was always the same. Insults and mockery.


Even worse is I was failing to make social connections. Even on .is every conversation I had ended in being ghosted. Then this year of course as you know my life began to fall apart more.


I self orchestrated my own demise on .is by provoking mods. I did so because I thought that I would have a new start away from the forums. That start failed and in the end here I am. Utterly humiliated with both incels and normies and foids trying to ruin my life. The moral of the story is that if you're a truecel give up you'll never be accepted.

dont be gay and stop have contact with people on fagcord, reddit or other stupid media
 
This will be my last post and the contents of it will result in my ban. I hope this post serves as an explanation to everyone I've known for the past two years as to how I got to where I am now.


Around four years ago I was in contacts with a girl I met on discord. We communicated every day and any time I'd be slow to respond she would spam me with messages. The girl was absolutely obsessed with me. One day this girl asked me what I looked like. She sent a picture of herself. (She was overweight and unattractive) And I responded in kind. She asked me if I was a meme and then blocked me. This was utterly devastating for me. I couldn't take it and broke down emotionally. At that point I was a social outcast everywhere, her blocking me was my last social connection cutting me off.


I fell into depression and started interacting with normie discord servers. A girl there asked me what I looked like, I sent her my face, she leaked it, and the entire server mocked me calling me a downy. This was just too much. I realized at this point that I would never have sex with a woman. In defeat I started interacting with the virgin and forever alone subreddits. At one point I received vicious responses from a user who told me I wasn't entitled to anything and that I should stop whining. I visited their profile out of curiosity and came upon the subreddit incel tears. I browsed it and realized that most of the posts they were mocking weren't even misogynistic or edgy. They was just guys venting.



After seeing this I would then start lurking incels.is. For awhile this would be my only contact with human society. I would spend my days napping, watching hentai, and then browsing .is. While browsing.is I would come upon a thread that brought me immense hope. The thread created by it's over about geomaxing. Feeling my resolve revived I decided to garner some social interaction. However seeing as how at this point I was still iffy on joining anything incel related I would instead choose to join some 4chan discord servers and this is where everything gets significantly worse.


I again made the same mistake of sending a girl my face, yet again she leaked it and the entire server started mocking me. Despite the boost in life fuel the prospect of geomaxing gave me I realized at this point no woman would ever find me attractive and it hurt. It hurts very bad. I stayed on that server for a bit and they trashed me every day. The only user who was nice to me was a guy who told me I had a cute face. After posting my body for the first time in the physique section of the forum this guy would dm and told me "you have 0 chances with a girl but I find you cute."


I wasn't gay but I was desperate for any human validation or attraction. I sent him the pictures and videos he requested and he would reward me with compliments. At that point I would join incels.is and start trolling pretending to be gay despite not actually feeling these things. Part of me was trying to force myself to be gay because I had no chance with foids but it never worked.


Then something horrible happened. This guy turned out to be trolling me the whole time. He was sending everything I sent him to a group chat and mocking me.

I was completely broken again. Even tho I wasn't gay being rejected by fags was damaging to my ego. I thought fags were supposed to not be as picky as women?


I left the server and would then delve into incel servers. Long story short I started a server with another guy and he backstabbed me in the end. This server would constantly humiliate and mock my face and I started jestermaxxing for attention. Completely and utterly humiliating. Eventually after being betrayed by my friend I left mind broken. I tried coping in several ways afterwards, one was geomaxing. I tried contacting Filipino girls. They all told me I was ugly and blocked me. The other way was posting my body on 4chan and shilling myself out to fags. They all rejected and insulted me. I was desperate for any human validation or approval at this point.


This is when I joined incels.is. After spending some time in the forums I finally felt like I found somewhere where I belonged. I met many users there I'd consider friends. However over time the forum started boring me. Users I like started getting banned and it became more obsessed with race wars than inceldom. Then I would fall into another unfortunate and humiliating rabbit hole. Looksmax.org. I became a bit of a lol cow there. I was insulted so much that I became desperate for validation again and started fag posting hoping I'd get even a morsel of praise. What I got was humiliation and the forum left me feeling like shit. From here I would go into complete self destruction mode. I started posting myself on 4chan, discord servers, anywhere and everywhere hoping for approval. The result was always the same. Insults and mockery.


Even worse is I was failing to make social connections. Even on .is every conversation I had ended in being ghosted. Then this year of course as you know my life began to fall apart more.


I self orchestrated my own demise on .is by provoking mods. I did so because I thought that I would have a new start away from the forums. That start failed and in the end here I am. Utterly humiliated with both incels and normies and foids trying to ruin my life. The moral of the story is that if you're a truecel give up you'll never be accepted.

dont be gay bro. thats not healthy
 
This will be my last post and the contents of it will result in my ban. I hope this post serves as an explanation to everyone I've known for the past two years as to how I got to where I am now.


Around four years ago I was in contacts with a girl I met on discord. We communicated every day and any time I'd be slow to respond she would spam me with messages. The girl was absolutely obsessed with me. One day this girl asked me what I looked like. She sent a picture of herself. (She was overweight and unattractive) And I responded in kind. She asked me if I was a meme and then blocked me. This was utterly devastating for me. I couldn't take it and broke down emotionally. At that point I was a social outcast everywhere, her blocking me was my last social connection cutting me off.


I fell into depression and started interacting with normie discord servers. A girl there asked me what I looked like, I sent her my face, she leaked it, and the entire server mocked me calling me a downy. This was just too much. I realized at this point that I would never have sex with a woman. In defeat I started interacting with the virgin and forever alone subreddits. At one point I received vicious responses from a user who told me I wasn't entitled to anything and that I should stop whining. I visited their profile out of curiosity and came upon the subreddit incel tears. I browsed it and realized that most of the posts they were mocking weren't even misogynistic or edgy. They was just guys venting.



After seeing this I would then start lurking incels.is. For awhile this would be my only contact with human society. I would spend my days napping, watching hentai, and then browsing .is. While browsing.is I would come upon a thread that brought me immense hope. The thread created by it's over about geomaxing. Feeling my resolve revived I decided to garner some social interaction. However seeing as how at this point I was still iffy on joining anything incel related I would instead choose to join some 4chan discord servers and this is where everything gets significantly worse.


I again made the same mistake of sending a girl my face, yet again she leaked it and the entire server started mocking me. Despite the boost in life fuel the prospect of geomaxing gave me I realized at this point no woman would ever find me attractive and it hurt. It hurts very bad. I stayed on that server for a bit and they trashed me every day. The only user who was nice to me was a guy who told me I had a cute face. After posting my body for the first time in the physique section of the forum this guy would dm and told me "you have 0 chances with a girl but I find you cute."


I wasn't gay but I was desperate for any human validation or attraction. I sent him the pictures and videos he requested and he would reward me with compliments. At that point I would join incels.is and start trolling pretending to be gay despite not actually feeling these things. Part of me was trying to force myself to be gay because I had no chance with foids but it never worked.


Then something horrible happened. This guy turned out to be trolling me the whole time. He was sending everything I sent him to a group chat and mocking me.

I was completely broken again. Even tho I wasn't gay being rejected by fags was damaging to my ego. I thought fags were supposed to not be as picky as women?


I left the server and would then delve into incel servers. Long story short I started a server with another guy and he backstabbed me in the end. This server would constantly humiliate and mock my face and I started jestermaxxing for attention. Completely and utterly humiliating. Eventually after being betrayed by my friend I left mind broken. I tried coping in several ways afterwards, one was geomaxing. I tried contacting Filipino girls. They all told me I was ugly and blocked me. The other way was posting my body on 4chan and shilling myself out to fags. They all rejected and insulted me. I was desperate for any human validation or approval at this point.


This is when I joined incels.is. After spending some time in the forums I finally felt like I found somewhere where I belonged. I met many users there I'd consider friends. However over time the forum started boring me. Users I like started getting banned and it became more obsessed with race wars than inceldom. Then I would fall into another unfortunate and humiliating rabbit hole. Looksmax.org. I became a bit of a lol cow there. I was insulted so much that I became desperate for validation again and started fag posting hoping I'd get even a morsel of praise. What I got was humiliation and the forum left me feeling like shit. From here I would go into complete self destruction mode. I started posting myself on 4chan, discord servers, anywhere and everywhere hoping for approval. The result was always the same. Insults and mockery.


Even worse is I was failing to make social connections. Even on .is every conversation I had ended in being ghosted. Then this year of course as you know my life began to fall apart more.


I self orchestrated my own demise on .is by provoking mods. I did so because I thought that I would have a new start away from the forums. That start failed and in the end here I am. Utterly humiliated with both incels and normies and foids trying to ruin my life. The moral of the story is that if you're a truecel give up you'll never be accepted.

posting on 4chan is suicide. stop this! use tinder if you want post pictures of you or this site here
 
Someone read all that and leave a summary, thanks.
He's an attentionfag that kept sending face and body pics to foids and normies, despite being utterly humiliated by them every time he did it.
 
All of this stems from a few racebait venting threads made by @DarkStarDown, absolutely brutal butterfly-effectpill.
 
Someone read all that and leave a summary, thanks.
he fucked up with girls. posted pics on 4chan an other forums. get rejected. dont want to be gay and know he is depressed and not gay.
 

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dont be gay and stop have contact with people on fagcord, reddit or other stupid media
he's autistic. it's easy to psyop lonely, mentally ill autistic males into cutting their dicks off, wearing women's clothing, or turning faggot.

maybe im a moralfag but i feel bad for the guy, dude's obviously on a self-destructive spiral. you have to be to facedox yourself on like 10 different websites known for userbases that like to go around memeing and being toxic. call me a moralfag idc but the dude is severely mentally ill.

i hope he finds peace in whatever he chooses to do.
 

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its important to know. Did you ever had contact with this user? did he wear a skirt or something? was he the guy that wrote you some strange stuff?
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he's autistic. it's easy to psyop lonely, mentally ill autistic males into cutting their dicks off, wearing women's clothing, or turning faggot.

maybe im a moralfag but i feel bad for the guy, dude's obviously on a self-destructive spiral. you have to be to facedox yourself on like 10 different websites known for userbases that like to go around memeing and being toxic. call me a moralfag idc but the dude is severely mentally ill.

i hope he finds peace in whatever he chooses to do.
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Someone read all that and leave a summary, thanks.
Guy describes his descent into isolation and depression After an online rejection. Initially, he tated after ed by a girl they met on Discord. Their situation worsened when another girl leaked his photo, leading to ridicule. Seeking solace, he joined various online communities, including incel forums and 4chan, where he faced further rejection and mockery. Attempts to gain validation from men also failed, culminating in betrayal and further humiliation. His efforts to find acceptance through different means, including geomaxing and various online forums, proved futile. Ultimately, he concludes with a message of despair, advising others in similar situations to give up on seeking acceptance.
 
Guy describes his descent into isolation and depression After an online rejection. Initially, he tated after ed by a girl they met on Discord. Their situation worsened when another girl leaked his photo, leading to ridicule. Seeking solace, he joined various online communities, including incel forums and 4chan, where he faced further rejection and mockery. Attempts to gain validation from men also failed, culminating in betrayal and further humiliation. His efforts to find acceptance through different means, including geomaxing and various online forums, proved futile. Ultimately, he concludes with a message of despair, advising others in similar situations to give up on seeking acceptance.
He does, in a server he went off about how he gets a hard on from being called a faggot. Truly a sight to behold, the "normies" he keeps talking about is the alt-right discord server he's in and how they shat on him for his futa obsession.
 
Guy describes his descent into isolation and depression After an online rejection. Initially, he tated after ed by a girl they met on Discord. Their situation worsened when another girl leaked his photo, leading to ridicule. Seeking solace, he joined various online communities, including incel forums and 4chan, where he faced further rejection and mockery. Attempts to gain validation from men also failed, culminating in betrayal and further humiliation. His efforts to find acceptance through different means, including geomaxing and various online forums, proved futile. Ultimately, he concludes with a message of despair, advising others in similar situations to give up on seeking acceptance.
I call that, "a normal day."
 
The girl was absolutely obsessed with me. One day this girl asked me what I looked like. She sent a picture of herself. (She was overweight and unattractive)

And I responded in kind. She asked me if I was a meme and then blocked me.

At that point I was a social outcast everywhere, her blocking me was my last social connection cutting me off.

After posting my body for the first time in the physique section of the forum this guy would dm and told me "you have 0 chances with a girl but I find you cute."


I wasn't gay but I was desperate for any human validation or attraction.

Then something horrible happened. This guy turned out to be trolling me the whole time. He was sending everything I sent him to a group chat and mocking me.

I was completely broken again.

I left the server and would then delve into incel servers. Long story short I started a server with another guy and he backstabbed me in the end. This server would constantly humiliate and mock my face and I started jestermaxxing for attention.

Then I would fall into another unfortunate and humiliating rabbit hole. Looksmax.org. I became a bit of a lol cow there. I was insulted so much that I became desperate for validation again and started fag posting hoping I'd get even a morsel of praise. What I got was humiliation and the forum left me feeling like shit. From here I would go into complete self destruction mode. I started posting myself on 4chan, discord servers, anywhere and everywhere hoping for approval. The result was always the same. Insults and mockery.

Even worse is I was failing to make social connections. Even on .is every conversation I had ended in being ghosted.
I feel like I just watched Netflix's Baby Reindeer all over again :shock:
 
He does, in a server he went off about how he gets a hard on from being called a faggot. Truly a sight to behold, the "normies" he keeps talking about is the alt-right discord server he's in and how they shat on him for his futa obsession.
did you like him or even more like "love"? is it your desire?
 
I feel like I just watched Netflix's Baby Reindeer all over again :shock:
girl was obsessed with him but he had other interests in hairy buttholes
 
He does, in a server he went off about how he gets a hard on from being called a faggot. Truly a sight to behold, the "normies" he keeps talking about is the alt-right discord server he's in and how they shat on him for his futa obsession.
I only have 2 discord servers. I doubt any of value comes from discord if it isnt about life improvement.

Discord is a place of social rejects that hate on each other and Normies that simp for random chicks that want to promote themselves or are only there for the self validation.
 
Stop being obsessed with other peoples attention , you used to do the same thing on discord always spaming your face in every bp discord and acting autistic. Everything that happened to you is your own fault
 
I call that, "a normal day."
Yeah actually is dumb. 1 rejection and a bit of 4chan bullying. Thats it?

Like, bruh, my life is a living hell. My attempts on even girls that ive known for years proved futile. I was bullied, abused, ridiculed the moment i was born. Im a 24 yo virgin for fucks Sake who went through an existential crisis.

Im basically one level above being Sold to an oversea secret bunker of a circle of deranged pedophiles where i would have been tortured as a child sexslave for years - thats the level of despair i am on.
 
All of this stems from a few racebait venting threads made by @DarkStarDown, absolutely brutal butterfly-effectpill.
Well obviously, this stuff was hiding in the shadows(or plain sight, depending on how you look at it) & that was just sort of the thing which pushed it all over the edge.

Sooner or later, someone would have connected the dots: He also stated he more or less seemingly "took advantage" of the whole situation because he wanted to leave, so it could have happened at any point.

But yes, I see your point-the butterfly effect is a very real phenomena & I see it daily.
 
he was getting off the humiliation
 

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