Blackpill My father always favored my brother more because he looked better than me

[RickyFitts]

I've come from somewhat mixed race family so there happened several downsides to it. I happened to be more ugly more brown than my older brother and he was more whitish and less ugly than me. I've always felt my father favored him more than me because whenever i did something bad i was hit several times. This ''father'' didn't mind beating me up for small things but i have literally no memory of him beating my brother up for anything. I remember once we were playing some shit with my brother then he screamed cz of something then my father came to our room and hit me cz he thought i screamed and at that moment my brother was laughing at the situation. Later some time the opposite thing happened.(my father always hit me everytime i screamed when i was kid) - This time i screamed for sth then my father came to our room and he hit my brother and i was laughing too cz finally there was some justice. I thought it was karma or sth and as i was laughing i thought he wouldn't hit me cz in the former situation he only hit me then apologized and left BUT this time he both hit my bro and while i was thinking he wouldn't hit me he just did. There happened lots of shit liek this. He hit me when i was kid for very small things. I've hated him as long as i remember. I still hate him but as he grew old he became less aggressive and now i heightmog and framemog him to hell he can't do any shit. I am sure many of you who have better looking sisters or brothers have felt similar things. I just wanted to share this.

 

[PectusManletScarCel]

Damn that sucks OP
Ive had similar experiences with my dad and stepdad
At least you can't get beat anymore

 

[Belial]

I still hate him but as he grew old he became less aggressive and now i heightmog and framemog him to hell he can't do any shit

The only reason he's less aggressive is because like you said he can't do shit to you now, don't be fooled into thinking he's somehow a better person now he's older. He deserves all the hatred you have for him and personally I think you should confront him about.

Just because he's older and weaker now doesn't mean you should treat him like he did no wrong since he beat you when you were young, weak and defenseless. He deserves the same treatment he gave you when you were a child tbh, but that's just my 2 cents.

 

[Anonymous MG]

Only child, can't relate.
But your father is an asshole

 

[Blacktarpill]

In conclusion;
Your father is a cunt.

 

[RickyFitts]

The only reason he's less aggressive is because like you said he can't do shit to you now, don't be fooled into thinking he's somehow a better person now he's older. He deserves all the hatred you have for him and personally I think you should confront him about.

Just because he's older and weaker now doesn't mean you should treat him like he did no wrong since he beat you when you were young, weak and defenseless. He deserves the same treatment he gave you when you were a child tbh, but that's just my 2 cents.

i know if we could go back in time he'd still treat me shit. I know he is still a piece of shit and i only try to keep my relationship with him as minimal as possible until he dies. I might not even attend to his funeral but i value the rest of my family that's why things are more complicated.

Only child, can't relate.
But your father is an asshole

only child in families are generally more happy i suppose

 

[Anonymous MG]

i know if we could go back in time he'd still treat me shit. I know he is still a piece of shit and i only try to keep my relationship with him as minimal as possible until he dies. I might not even attend to his funeral but i value the rest of my family that's why things are more complicated.


only child in families are generally more happy i suppose

I'd consider myself lucky I don't have siblings that I'm compared to constantly and put up against, if I wasn't the result of a divorced couple and genetic failure.

 

[Insomniac]

I can relate. My parents treated me fairly but it’s clear that my brother is the favorite son. He’s superior to me in nearly every way so I can’t blame them that much tbh.

 

[Cuyen]

Maybe your brother is adopted