Background
I have a very small family. It’s only me, my cousin, my parents, my aunt and uncle, and my grandparents. 7 people total, 2 men at a reasonable age to have kids. Technically, I am one of them although I physically couldn’t but my cousin is a very attractive athletic Puerto Rican guy especially compared to me. He is ~3 years older than I am so around 23 now. We haven’t talked in years even when he visits from Florida.
Story
My cousin has always been really into sports and is very athletic and attractive while I’m neither. I do have a job though and I have since I was 16 and I also bought my own car. Neither of which my cousin can say because he never had a job before and my uncle has bought him all of his cars. But of course because he’s attractive and I’m not, he’s the one that gets all the girls. But for some reason, my family doesn’t bother him about having kids, they only bother me. It makes no sense. I know it’s not just because I’m white and he’s not because I’m not even fully white and my family is super liberal and half of them self hate. I truly can’t come to a conclusion where they aren’t purposefully making me feel bad. Even though he is a bum and I at least try to make some money, people in the extended family only talk shit about me and praise him for the most menial tasks.
I have a very small family. It’s only me, my cousin, my parents, my aunt and uncle, and my grandparents. 7 people total, 2 men at a reasonable age to have kids. Technically, I am one of them although I physically couldn’t but my cousin is a very attractive athletic Puerto Rican guy especially compared to me. He is ~3 years older than I am so around 23 now. We haven’t talked in years even when he visits from Florida.
Story
My cousin has always been really into sports and is very athletic and attractive while I’m neither. I do have a job though and I have since I was 16 and I also bought my own car. Neither of which my cousin can say because he never had a job before and my uncle has bought him all of his cars. But of course because he’s attractive and I’m not, he’s the one that gets all the girls. But for some reason, my family doesn’t bother him about having kids, they only bother me. It makes no sense. I know it’s not just because I’m white and he’s not because I’m not even fully white and my family is super liberal and half of them self hate. I truly can’t come to a conclusion where they aren’t purposefully making me feel bad. Even though he is a bum and I at least try to make some money, people in the extended family only talk shit about me and praise him for the most menial tasks.
