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I was always a short kid at school. I was always much smaller than the other children, and I was much smarter, but had Aspergers and a Tic disorder. As soon as we had got to the age where we’re aware of our surroundings, I was mercilessly mocked and harassed, assaulted, and made fun of. I learned to fight to defend myself. This was bad when I was young, but only got worse - it’s fine being a ten year old and six inches shorter than the other kids, because hey, you still look to be roughly the same period of development as your peers. When puberty started, things became worse. Everyone else became taller, more masculine, more attractive, whilst I remained looking like a child. More mocking. Sports, which I used to succeed in, I failed at, because a 13 year old who’s 5’2 racing against a 13 year old who’s identical in almost every way to a full grown man - is just not fair. As I said - I’d learned to defend myself when attacked. This was when the deceitful psychopathy of women became obvious. Larger kids who harassed me all day, mocking me for being weird or having weird interests or being short would have to visit the nurses office after I put them on the floor - same as any other time - except this time, the girls at school got involved “oMg wHaT a pSyChO pOoR cHaD bRoKe hIs nOsE”. And they’d stand around and join in harassing and mocking me. Any attempt at defending myself was made out as an aggressive action.
I had a friend. One of my two good friends is relevant here, the other not. My friend, Alan, was really fucking weird and ugly. Massive forehead, talked about Hitler and WWII all the time. Routinely despised… that is, until we turn fifteen. Alan turns into a bona fide “fuckboy” - muscles grow, jaw develops, doesn’t look so weird now. And guess what? Girls who previously despised him for his Contant racism, nerdy interests, and poor looks FLOCKED around him. He was made PRESIDENT OF THE SCHOOL FEMINIST SOCIETY - his Instagram is equal in its view of feminism to the most outlandish stuff on this website. The fact every other word he said was Nigger, now magically forgotten by the fifty fucking foods fawning over his every move.
At the same time, the kids who bullied me for a decade, who are on the football team or running team now hook up with all the hottest girls in the year - and this is the bit I want to aim at r/IncelTears. We didn’t start out like this. Every day, from age 4 to 18, I went into school with a smile on my face and tried to make friends. I believed in the same politics you do, I put myself out there, I took fucking nightly showers, I brushed my teeth, I was nice to girls and guys alike - and then at age sixteen I have to watch the guys who tormented me for a decade based off my disability get with girls who wouldn’t even think of LOOKING at me, the same girls who champion diversity and tolerance for mental illnesses at school were above me, laughing at my aspergers and tic disorder, and still were. Still, I never became hateful, I never let it impact the way I treated others. I had s couple of friends who were girls.
Then, when I finally turned 18, my looks changed for the better. I went into school and was greeted by a girl who had harassed me for years. This trend continued, but with plenty of girls. I finally knew how it felt, and it felt shit. It was this moment I realised what utterly fucking pathetic creatures women are.
I then had heart surgery due to a genetic condition. I received an outpouring of love and gifts, girls whose only interactions had been mocking me went on social media and bragged about what amazing friends we were. Of course, when I left the hospital, thin, frail, and traumatised from months of medical abuse, they went straight back to how they were before. My only long term female friend stopped speaking to me because I disagreed and thought a woman who tried to abort a 32 week "foetus" SHOULD in fact, face some consequences for her actions.
Fuck women. There are few more vapid, impulsive, and just plain RETARDED creatures on this planet.
I had a friend. One of my two good friends is relevant here, the other not. My friend, Alan, was really fucking weird and ugly. Massive forehead, talked about Hitler and WWII all the time. Routinely despised… that is, until we turn fifteen. Alan turns into a bona fide “fuckboy” - muscles grow, jaw develops, doesn’t look so weird now. And guess what? Girls who previously despised him for his Contant racism, nerdy interests, and poor looks FLOCKED around him. He was made PRESIDENT OF THE SCHOOL FEMINIST SOCIETY - his Instagram is equal in its view of feminism to the most outlandish stuff on this website. The fact every other word he said was Nigger, now magically forgotten by the fifty fucking foods fawning over his every move.
At the same time, the kids who bullied me for a decade, who are on the football team or running team now hook up with all the hottest girls in the year - and this is the bit I want to aim at r/IncelTears. We didn’t start out like this. Every day, from age 4 to 18, I went into school with a smile on my face and tried to make friends. I believed in the same politics you do, I put myself out there, I took fucking nightly showers, I brushed my teeth, I was nice to girls and guys alike - and then at age sixteen I have to watch the guys who tormented me for a decade based off my disability get with girls who wouldn’t even think of LOOKING at me, the same girls who champion diversity and tolerance for mental illnesses at school were above me, laughing at my aspergers and tic disorder, and still were. Still, I never became hateful, I never let it impact the way I treated others. I had s couple of friends who were girls.
Then, when I finally turned 18, my looks changed for the better. I went into school and was greeted by a girl who had harassed me for years. This trend continued, but with plenty of girls. I finally knew how it felt, and it felt shit. It was this moment I realised what utterly fucking pathetic creatures women are.
I then had heart surgery due to a genetic condition. I received an outpouring of love and gifts, girls whose only interactions had been mocking me went on social media and bragged about what amazing friends we were. Of course, when I left the hospital, thin, frail, and traumatised from months of medical abuse, they went straight back to how they were before. My only long term female friend stopped speaking to me because I disagreed and thought a woman who tried to abort a 32 week "foetus" SHOULD in fact, face some consequences for her actions.
Fuck women. There are few more vapid, impulsive, and just plain RETARDED creatures on this planet.
