Erenincel
the body gives up but the soul wants to fight
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I didn’t write anything because I was devastated and couldn’t bring myself to write for a while. However, today something changed and I went to that Escortmaxing. And yes, it’s different from masturbation. During masturbation there wasn’t the same effect. The difference was quite noticeable even though it was with a condom. Masturbation - even with a sex toy - doesn’t give the same effect. Of course, it’s definitely different when you do it with someone you love, but hormones are still released that simply aren’t there during masturbation. My body definitely relaxed, and I had been struggling with stress. I got a good rush of endorphins and I feel less rejected.sex really reduce stress.
It probably also matters that I’m autistic and had been traumatized because I’m ugly, short, autistic, and used to masturbate to hardcore porn. That alone was enough for people to hurt me even though I never hurt anyone myself. I did it because I had no other way to meet my needs. Now I understand what I’ve been missing by being an incel and why it’s so important for sexhaver normie.
Sex is important, if it wasn't, there would be no law against rape because no one would do it.Our suffering is realI will still suffer because I am not attractive to women, no matter what I do.I was constantly rejected, and it had a lasting impact on my psyche. Although escortmaxing won't change that, it does alleviate the symptoms, at least for a while.
It probably also matters that I’m autistic and had been traumatized because I’m ugly, short, autistic, and used to masturbate to hardcore porn. That alone was enough for people to hurt me even though I never hurt anyone myself. I did it because I had no other way to meet my needs. Now I understand what I’ve been missing by being an incel and why it’s so important for sexhaver normie.
Sex is important, if it wasn't, there would be no law against rape because no one would do it.Our suffering is realI will still suffer because I am not attractive to women, no matter what I do.I was constantly rejected, and it had a lasting impact on my psyche. Although escortmaxing won't change that, it does alleviate the symptoms, at least for a while.





