Venting My dreams make me depressed

[Deleted member 39301]

Everytime I wake up from a dream, I feel like total shit. I get this weird combination of nostalgia and melancholy that just carries on throughout my day, it makes it hard to even be awake. I have dreams about my childhood very often, mostly of when I was in middle school, but also when I was in high school. Alot of the time I also have dreams where I go back to school as an adult. Either way I always have a ton of friends in these dreams and even a girlriend. Its always around sunset too, and I'm usually just hanging around and having fun with my friends. I wake up feeling like I missed out on these things, like I could of had this but circumstances led to me being the ay I am today. I just wishin I could sleep forever and never have to wake up, so I can never leave those dreams.

 

[Mecoja]

I also had recurring dreams about going back to school, its you subconscious asking yourself could have things play out differently. No use in pondering about that, most likely shit would be the same.

 

[PixyBLACKED]

Everytime I wake up from a dream, I feel like total shit. I get this weird combination of nostalgia and melancholy that just carries on throughout my day, it makes it hard to even be awake. I have dreams about my childhood very often, mostly of when I was in middle school, but also when I was in high school. Alot of the time I also have dreams where I go back to school as an adult. Either way I always have a ton of friends in these dreams and even a girlriend. Its always around sunset too, and I'm usually just hanging around and having fun with my friends. I wake up feeling like I missed out on these things, like I could of had this but circumstances led to me being the ay I am today. I just wishin I could sleep forever and never have to wake up, so I can never leave those dreams.

 

[ItsOver4cel]

I also had recurring dreams about going back to school, its you subconscious asking yourself could have things play out differently. No use in pondering about that, most likely shit would be the same.

Same, 90% of the time I dream about my old schoolmates and the girl I (((used))) to like, in which I view myself as a normie.

the rest is either nonsensical shit or straight up isekai (in which I don't tend to remember anything)

 

[Mecoja]

Same, 90% of the time I dream about my old schoolmates and the girl I (((used))) to like, in which I view myself as a normie.

the rest is either nonsensical shit or straight up isekai (in which I don't tend to remember anything)

It sucks, we get no new life experiences so we are stuck in the past.

 

[Caesercel]

A better avi will certainly help

 

[Deleted member 39301]

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A better avi will certainly help

I was doing it as a joke, I feel like a depressed emo kid right now. I’ll change it just now.

It sucks, we get no new life experiences so we are stuck in the past.

I get told I talk about my past too much by my family members, but it honestly becuase I have nothing else to talk about. Who would of thoguht being a incel loser would deprive me of things to discuss with others?