I love my son more than anything. Hes the first and only dog ive ever had in my life. Hes been my best friend since he first laid eyes on me. Hes actually a very bad dog attitude wise and is very selective of who he likes, but for whatever reason, he liked me practically instantly. Its as if he saw something in me that he deemed "worthy". That makes our bond more special imo than if he was just a friendly goofy dog who loved everyone (those dogs are awesome too though). I also like that he and his breed have such a "bad reputation" and are so scary looking because it makes us similar in a lot of ways. Hes an outcast in many ways and is shunned by society in favor of "normie" dogs. Sound familiar?
Not a day goes by where i dont miss him or think about him. I love being around him since we just "click" and know each others personality by now. Even though his daddy is an incel, hes actually a tyrone/chad lol. Hes a big strong handsome muscular pitbull. I nicknamed him brad pit. He would by akin to someone like anthony joshua if he was transformed into a human.
He just turned 6 and the lifespan of a pitbull isnt that long to begin with. Ive also noticed very early signs of aging and minor health issues, but nothing serious so far. I try to treat him the best and give him the best life possible, always walking him and playing, buying him toys, and giving him treats.
In a lot of ways, hes the strongest relationship ive ever had with another living creature, as pathetic as that may sound (idgaf if it sounds pathetic or not). He may not be the brightest or have the highest range of emotions, but hes the most loyal and loving creature that ive personally ever experienced. If we got mugged by a gang of wild thugs i have no doubt that he would die trying to protect me. Meanwhile, 110% of the roasties and 99.5% of the blue pilled normies ive met throughout my life would run for the hills and leave me to die. Sometimes i think about what life will be like when that dreadful day comes, and what i will do going forward. Its almost impossible to fathom. I cant even comprehend it and it scares me like nothing else. I cant see my life without him and im almost certain that i will rope shortly afterwards as there will be nothing else to live for.
In many ways, i dont even really wanna be alive right now to be honest, but i just cant leave him alone like that. The thought of him wondering where i went and never seeing me again brings me to tears. He would probably think i got mad at him for something and be heart broken for the rest of his life. So ill just wait out until he goes, and hen he goes, that will be it for me. I dont have this kind of emotional connection with anyone or anything else, even family.
Curse that day when it comes, but for now im just coping my way through life with god of war, infinity war, combat sports, and other useless shit. These are all meaningless copes that come and go every few months until new ones arise. Rinse and repeat. Thats the cycle of my life for the meantime. I guess ill just enjoy these last few years i have with him. Anyone else feel similar about their babies?
Not a day goes by where i dont miss him or think about him. I love being around him since we just "click" and know each others personality by now. Even though his daddy is an incel, hes actually a tyrone/chad lol. Hes a big strong handsome muscular pitbull. I nicknamed him brad pit. He would by akin to someone like anthony joshua if he was transformed into a human.
He just turned 6 and the lifespan of a pitbull isnt that long to begin with. Ive also noticed very early signs of aging and minor health issues, but nothing serious so far. I try to treat him the best and give him the best life possible, always walking him and playing, buying him toys, and giving him treats.
In a lot of ways, hes the strongest relationship ive ever had with another living creature, as pathetic as that may sound (idgaf if it sounds pathetic or not). He may not be the brightest or have the highest range of emotions, but hes the most loyal and loving creature that ive personally ever experienced. If we got mugged by a gang of wild thugs i have no doubt that he would die trying to protect me. Meanwhile, 110% of the roasties and 99.5% of the blue pilled normies ive met throughout my life would run for the hills and leave me to die. Sometimes i think about what life will be like when that dreadful day comes, and what i will do going forward. Its almost impossible to fathom. I cant even comprehend it and it scares me like nothing else. I cant see my life without him and im almost certain that i will rope shortly afterwards as there will be nothing else to live for.
In many ways, i dont even really wanna be alive right now to be honest, but i just cant leave him alone like that. The thought of him wondering where i went and never seeing me again brings me to tears. He would probably think i got mad at him for something and be heart broken for the rest of his life. So ill just wait out until he goes, and hen he goes, that will be it for me. I dont have this kind of emotional connection with anyone or anything else, even family.
Curse that day when it comes, but for now im just coping my way through life with god of war, infinity war, combat sports, and other useless shit. These are all meaningless copes that come and go every few months until new ones arise. Rinse and repeat. Thats the cycle of my life for the meantime. I guess ill just enjoy these last few years i have with him. Anyone else feel similar about their babies?
