It's Over My dick is dead, and foids doesn't attract me anymore

[Livonica_Irreale]

Did i finally reached the enlightenment arc?
Lately i was again - spiralled into despair. But this time was different. Instead of being sad & enraged as usual, i felt nothing, but pain.
Just pain. And i feel it till now.
My dick doesn't working. Whenever i see foids, i don't feel anything.
Foids stopped atracting me, i don't unconsciously look at passing by foids, i feel and see them, as any other man, as walking ship hulk. Just a shell, without machinery inside.
I don't want to masturbate, i don't want to love, i don't envy or lust, i'm just a spectator.
Idk how long this state will endure, but after my headache will stop, i want this asexuality to be maintained. I'm tired of being hurt, i'm tired of needs that i can't satiate, with malfunctioning dick and desexualisation and dehumanisation of foids, i could engage in better things, than something that's impossible to reach.

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Same

 

[AutistSupremacist]

It'll be back after a few days of not masturbating

 

[Diddy]

and foids doesn't attract me anymore​

What did he mean by this?

 

[Epedaphic]

I used to fap up to 3-5 times a day in my teens, less in my 20s but i'd be very distracted unless i did it once per day. once every other day was doable but relatively rare

about 2 years ago my sex drive suddenly just died, like a switch flipped off. i can go a week or two now, no big deal. even when i finally do, it's out of boredom or to soothe anxiety and it's pretty "meh." it's like my brain realized it just wasn't gonna happen, and just gave up. Feels like my brain and body are giving up on me in other ways too, with energy, sleep, metabolism, thinking speed. whatever "spark" i had has slowly died.

Even the way i typed change, now i say "ah" a lot, as if i need time to process things, although this doesn't even really apply in typing out responses, it just feels right to type that way since it reflects my mental process.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

What did he mean by this?

My brain turned off one of my causes of depression.
No horny - no lust - no envy - no crave - no sadness - no mental disorders.

 

[sub5ricemale]

he's finally reached it

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

I used to fap up to 3-5 times a day in my teens, less in my 20s but i'd be very distracted unless i did it once per day. once every other day was doable but relatively rare

I started to be extremely horny in my late teens/early 20's. I remember my record - 8 times jerking in a row when being stoned

about 2 years ago my sex drive suddenly just died, like a switch flipped off. i can go a week or two now, no big deal. even when i finally do, it's out of boredom or to soothe anxiety and it's pretty "meh." it's like my brain realized it just wasn't gonna happen, and just gave up. Feels like my brain and body are giving up on me in other ways too, with energy, sleep, metabolism, thinking speed. whatever "spark" i had has slowly died.

Even the way i typed change, now i say "ah" a lot, as if i need time to process things, although this doesn't even really apply in typing out responses, it just feels right to type that way since it reflects my mental process.

Lol, i'm the same right now. Constantly repeating "ach", "mhm", "hmm" - and i'm pissing of irl acquaintances a lot by this, for not being too sure and certain about anything.
Or i'm being braindead, when someone starts relationships/sex topic. My brain just can't handle these things, and starts playing banjo when simultaneously playing a russian roulette with a crocodile.

 

[guessthatsit]