I've been saving up my monthly NEET allowance i get from my parents and finally had enough to splurge on an escort.It was around 300 dollars for an hour which was fairly cheap considering the escort was actually good looking and had a nice body.It was a 37 year old white lady with big tits and although she didn't have much in the ass department,it was still good enough.She tried jerking me off first which made me hard initially but than I tried putting on a condom backwards,since this was the first time i ever even opened a condom I didn't know how to get it on.It was frustrating and in the ensuing stress filled struggle between my penis and the condom,my erection went away and i couldn't use it.I asked her to jerk me off again so i can get hard enough for the condom and this time she helped me put it on.So, she layed on her back and i tried entering her but i couldn't find the fucking hole since the lighting was dim and the condom made me feel even less of anything so my dick had no sense of direction.I had to ask her multiple times if i was inside her and she said no and she even tried to guide my small ass dick inside her pussy but my erection started going away again and we were back to square one.I ended up wasting the condom and had to use another one . This time i asked her if i could use the flashlight on my phone to see where my dick is going and she agreed to let me shine it on her pussy.She jerked me of again a bit ,got hard ,put on the condom and it was go time .I shone the flashlight on her pussy and tried penetrating her,it was finally happening and when i was finally inside her i started losing my erection again and I looked at her and she rolled her eyes with such a look of frustration and disappointment that it made me feel ashamed.I didn't ask to try again even though we still had a fair bit of time left since I was feeling extremely depressed and shocked at my inability to maintain an erection.I had to pay her the full 300 dollars and drove home in absolute silence.I'm only 24 ,i shouldn't be fucking having erectile dysfunction at such a young age,I have no problem having an erection with constant stimulation while watching porn ,so i thought this would be the same thing and never even noticed any problem.Now that I think back on it, I even had a problem getting an erection while she was jerking me off,i had to close my eyes and imagine a pornographic scene to get me hard enough.I've been researching online ever since then and I think the problem maybe a combination of a few things.It could be porn induced erectile dysfunction coupled with being kind of overweight with an unhealthy diet and sedentary lifestyle , all those things of course lead you to have low testosterone too which also gives you weak erections.Although i think the main problem is me being an absolute degenerate coomer who jerks off atleast once per day.I have to stop watching porn man fuck,can't believe i just wasted all that money for absolutely no reason.I feel scammed ,i could've bought myself something cool. 
