wereq
Defeated by Fate|Enemy of the World|plz kill me
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I wasn't always blackpilled. In fact, the blackpill came late to me by the time I was 26 and it first came in the form of the IQ pill not the looks pill. I was red pilled at first because of deep feelings of inferiority which I desperately wanted to eradicate with sheer hard work. Instead of acknowledging my inferiority and coming to terms with my subhumanity in my early 20s, I made desperate risky attempts to keep on pushing myself no matter what till I irreversibly lost my health. I thought and believed with all my heart that I could ascend in spite of my lack of genetics. I needed to ascend given how everyone around me had a higher quality of life, but alas, it was not to be because genetics can never be denied.
Today while dad and I were in a discussion, he told me that I wouldn't have had to lose so much if I had the emotional maturity to peacefully accept my innate lack of ability and competency. It was easy for my dad to say this because he's always been conservative, risk averse without any thirst for foids, but it wasn't easy for me because everywhere around me people where enjoying their good looks, their social circle, their romances, and their career advancements. I needed to experience all that too. I had to take risks because the alternative would've been to accept the blackpill truth which I only managed to digest after years of psychological devastation.
Today while dad and I were in a discussion, he told me that I wouldn't have had to lose so much if I had the emotional maturity to peacefully accept my innate lack of ability and competency. It was easy for my dad to say this because he's always been conservative, risk averse without any thirst for foids, but it wasn't easy for me because everywhere around me people where enjoying their good looks, their social circle, their romances, and their career advancements. I needed to experience all that too. I had to take risks because the alternative would've been to accept the blackpill truth which I only managed to digest after years of psychological devastation.