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Hello guys. It’s been a while since my last post on here. There’s a lot I want to say, but I’ll try to keep it short since I’m not sure how many people are still around or remember me. So my leg lengthening surgery is set for June 3rd. I have to arrive a couple weeks early in India to give myself time to settle in before the procedure. That's less than two weeks away and I'm nervous. Everything is already in place. My flight has been booked, the hotel has been reserved, and all appointments have been confirmed. One of the less exciting topics is that my mental health has been a wreck. I tried really hard to keep it together after booking the surgery. I've been trying not to live in depression and I even tried to lose weight to help my emotional and mental wellbeing. Problem is, I kept failing that. I've gained a good 50 pounds of fat in the past 4 months and have been binge eating and drinking like crazy to deal with the nerves over surgery. I can tell you now, I'm not happy with where I'm at right now. I’ve been trying to practice talking to women by saying hello to them when I’m out walking my dog or at the mall but so far I’ve been rejected every time. One girl even told me I’m way too short for her and gave me a annoyed look. On a brighter note, my dog is doing really well. I give him lots of treats, and he’s the best thing in my life right now.
