It's Over My coworkers probably think I'm autistic

[thespanishcel]

Even if I'm NT as fuck because when I did the online test with more than 100 questions I got "very likely not autistic" and never got a diagnosis even if I've been to therapy through my life. But since at work I barely say a word to my colleagues during free time (I just have nothing to say or I'm too high inhib) they probably think I got issues like autism, aspergers, etc.

I noticed how little by little they just stopped trying to integrate me and barely talk to me now. Which isn't bad per se since I wouldn't want them as friends but still feels bad seeing how normies can make small talk so easily while I don't have this basic skill.

 

[Grodd]

Normies label anyone they see as an outsider

 

[TheJester]

Doesnt matter what you say or do.

I can literally say "How are yall doing?" and people suddenly start laughting. Dialect? Sometimes. Sometimes i dont even know.

Even just sitting still and not doing anything makes people think I am weird - ofc it IS weird being the quite guy, but being a Jestermaxxer never did me well either.

So what do i do? I am in a pinch! People always just laughted about me.

My mom thought and still does herself that I should become a comedian ot actor.