It's Over My copes are dying the rope is near

[hänonlutka]

In the past weeks I lost intrest in most of my copes. Even Videogames doesn't really intrest me anymore I just play them with my online friends but there is no joy in playing them anymore. I lost intrest in TV shows, politics, music and books. I stopped faping completely (nofap day 14 now actually ) because I wasn't really interested anymore. I am LDAR at the moment but there is also no joy in it anymore. I can't cope like this.

I think I will go outside tomorrow watching some normies. But I actually have no idea what to do outside to be honest. I would have to do a lot of work but at this point I don't really care about it. Maybe I will get fired but who cares. Somehow nothing is able to catch me anymore. No cope intrests me at all anymore. I still go gymcelling but I think I will stop this also soon.

It's just strange. Nothing really matters to me anymore. I even lost alot of hate for foids. I am just empty somehow.

I was never so close to the rope I believe. I always felt like this life is just hell but there was always a cope left that kept me going. Now they are all gone.

Maybe I will even go out now (it's 2am here) and drive a bit around in my car.

It's so weird. I am just empty. No more hate. No more sadness. Nothing. Just empty.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Feeling nothing is the worst thing ever. I used to have depression and now I miss it because at least I FELT something now I am just empty. Also maybe you should try a steroid cycle like Test E maybe that would give you a boost of motivation for gymcelling? That is something I always dreamt of trying but couldn´t because of several things.

 

[jastro8]

Don't do it, brother. You are not alone.

 

[hänonlutka]

Feeling nothing is the worst thing ever. I used to have depression and now I miss it because at least I FELT something now I am just empty. Also maybe you should try a steroid cycle like Test E maybe that would give you a boost of motivation for gymcelling? That is something I always dreamt of trying but couldn´t because of several things.

The motivation behind gymcelling was always bluepilled thinking that it would help me with foids tbh. Yeah I could go Roids but for what? Also roid side effects can be annoying

 

[ColdPillow]

Message me man if you need somebody to talk to

 

[Deleted member 6214]

This is probably worse than depression

 

[TheGoodGuy]

The motivation behind gymcelling was always bluepilled thinking that it would help me with foids tbh. Yeah I could go Roids but for what? Also roid side effects can be annoying

You can easily combat roid side effect, several of my friends use them and has almost no side effects. Dose is important to keep things like gyno under control and for bloat it is easily controlled by diet. But yeah if your only motivation is bodybuilding to get girls and you don´t believe in that then I get why you won´t do it. I just suggested it because it is my one regret that I never did a cycle before my injury and my throat problem got worse, I even had the ampules but unfortunately never started.

This is probably worse than depression

It is, I have had depression from 14-20 I am 24yo now and I feel nothing and feeling nothing is definitely worse.

 

[Mik_TFL]

Try lucid dreaming, it is the ultimate cope, It took 8 years for me to normalize it.

 

[Zaetheus]

Try lucid dreaming, it is the ultimate cope, It took 8 years for me to normalize it.

Almost every thread u talk about lucid dream Jfl

 

[feelsbadman32]

i feel the same way, i want to rope so bad but survival keeps me going

 

[Mik_TFL]

Almost every thread u talk about lucid dream Jfl

it's that good.

 

[RopeMaXXer]

This is the true vantablackpill. Few years ago I had burning rage for women. Now its just tiring to expend any energy.
Nothing interests me anymore. The things I still do I do out of I inertia. Even roping is too much effort for me at this point.

 

[VisVoi]

Haven't had a good cope since I became a NEET. I think games are only fun when contrasted with extremely boring work or school.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

You're just barely getting started

 

[SchrodingersDick]

im so sorry OP.

have you tried drugs? seems like the only thing left that can help.

you really are at rock bottom.. I know its hell, I also feel completely empty, though not all the time.. alternates between extreme depression/anger to mania to emptiness.. just try not to rope.. figure something else out

 

[Frankenstein's M.]

You can easily combat roid side effect, several of my friends use them and has almost no side effects. Dose is important to keep things like gyno under control and for bloat it is easily controlled by diet. But yeah if your only motivation is bodybuilding to get girls and you don´t believe in that then I get why you won´t do it. I just suggested it because it is my one regret that I never did a cycle before my injury and my throat problem got worse, I even had the ampules but unfortunately never started.

It is, I have had depression from 14-20 I am 24yo now and I feel nothing and feeling nothing is definitely worse.

Did the foids change there facing features?

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Did the foids change there facing features?

Facing features?

 

[Frankenstein's M.]

Facing features?

Roids* facial features*. Autocorrect.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Roids* facial features*. Autocorrect.

I don´t think so but they only do responsible cycles, I have heard however high doses of tren can give you a stronger jaw possibly because the facial muscles grow but that might be bro science. My friends rarely use over 1g of roids.