I’ve gotten to an age where my mind isn’t childlike anymore and is mature, I don’t find pleasure in things I used to do as a kid anymore. This also means it’s too late to actually experience a good childhood, it’s too late for me to get to act like a dumb teenager and fuck around with friends and all that shit, when I was younger I convinced myself that I would experience that eventually, but now it’s actually too late. Those opportunities are gone now and I’ll never get them back.
