this is just what I've done so far today but all my days are pretty much the same.
>wake up 6:30, roll around in bed for an 1-2hours, delaying starting the day
>reach for my phone to listen to gfe asmr as thats how i always start my day, do this for another hour or more
>cant help but imagine being a chad who gets this irl, a girl that loves you unconditionally, the warmth of her body next to yours, a gentle loving voice.
>know full well that if this girl knew me irl she would probably think I'm a weird creep and would height mog, facially mog and intelligence mog me to the moon and back
>hate myself for being so sub-human, feel disgust when i turn on the lights on in my room to get changed, it feels like people can now "see me" and the pitiful state i exist in
>see new rehab room vid dropped, couldn't have been a more fitting contrast to the gfe roleplay i was just listening to, I wont explain why, I'm sure most of you have seen it by now.
now im here, rotting, getting ready to gymcel in 45mins and then itll be afternoon when im backso ill go home and rot some more, maybe ill apply for some jobs if i can be fucked. i do this everyday basically.
I don't know how many of you also listen to these rp's but they are a mix of comfort and dread.
>wake up 6:30, roll around in bed for an 1-2hours, delaying starting the day
>reach for my phone to listen to gfe asmr as thats how i always start my day, do this for another hour or more
>cant help but imagine being a chad who gets this irl, a girl that loves you unconditionally, the warmth of her body next to yours, a gentle loving voice.
>know full well that if this girl knew me irl she would probably think I'm a weird creep and would height mog, facially mog and intelligence mog me to the moon and back
>hate myself for being so sub-human, feel disgust when i turn on the lights on in my room to get changed, it feels like people can now "see me" and the pitiful state i exist in
>see new rehab room vid dropped, couldn't have been a more fitting contrast to the gfe roleplay i was just listening to, I wont explain why, I'm sure most of you have seen it by now.
now im here, rotting, getting ready to gymcel in 45mins and then itll be afternoon when im backso ill go home and rot some more, maybe ill apply for some jobs if i can be fucked. i do this everyday basically.
I don't know how many of you also listen to these rp's but they are a mix of comfort and dread.
