My family celebrates both Christmas Eve and day so I went to my aunt’s house tonight and my other aunt picked me and my mother up since neither of us fucking drive. When I get into the car my two younger female cousins who are 11 and 13 are making small talk with my mom, and the one who is 13 already has a boyfriend. When I was her age I had a better fucking chance of skydiving without a parachute at an altitude of 30,000 feet, landing head first, and surviving than being in a relationship.
Don’t get me wrong I don’t harbor any jealousy since I can’t be bothered to look like a miserable bastard in front of my family, I prefer to hide my pain. But it just made me feel like a fucking loser sitting in that car as a 20 year old virgin who doesn’t even drive and is poor as fuck while they’re rich.
Anyway we get to my aunts house and all seems fine for a while, and I was mainly hanging out with my older cousin who is truecel tier and has never had a girlfriend or sex at 24 years old. He’s also one of the nicest guys I’ve known. He’s in his own little world and pretty blue pilled but at least he doesn’t simp for whores, he moreso lives in blissful ignorance but at least he seems happy.
I just feel so pathetic at the fact that my two younger female cousins are already starting to date while me and my older cousin (not their brother btw), are still virgins in our 20s and rely on our parents for everything due to being nonNT.
Anyway we’re sitting in the living room and a fucking faggot drag queen advertisement plays on the TV as I’m sitting next to my grandfather. He calls then faggots which was based jfl, but then my aunt who is the mother of my female cousins starts arguing with him and saying there’s nothing wrong with being trans. Then MY FUCKING GRANDMOTHER chimes in and says she wants to attend a drag show and I just can’t believe my ears. I know my family was bluepilled but sweet mother of shit it was bad.
I then shouted out that those faggots like taking it up the ass and my grandmother said “why are you thinking like that?” MAYBE BECAUSE ITS FUCKING TRUE AND THOSE DISGUSTING MENTALLY ILL FREAKS SHOULD FUCKING KILL THEMSELVES! Then my fucking aunts try and invite my mother to a drag queen show and tell her they want to go to one.
All on Christmas, the birthday of Jesus Christ, well not really since it’s a fucking pagan holiday but you get the point. I lost my fucking appetite and decided to chill with my older cousin the rest of the night. Now I’m home and we’re gonna be going back there tomorrow.
TLDR: My younger cousins are living on tutorial mode, over for me and my older cousin, and my family worships fags apart from my based grandfather and uncle.
Don’t get me wrong I don’t harbor any jealousy since I can’t be bothered to look like a miserable bastard in front of my family, I prefer to hide my pain. But it just made me feel like a fucking loser sitting in that car as a 20 year old virgin who doesn’t even drive and is poor as fuck while they’re rich.
Anyway we get to my aunts house and all seems fine for a while, and I was mainly hanging out with my older cousin who is truecel tier and has never had a girlfriend or sex at 24 years old. He’s also one of the nicest guys I’ve known. He’s in his own little world and pretty blue pilled but at least he doesn’t simp for whores, he moreso lives in blissful ignorance but at least he seems happy.
I just feel so pathetic at the fact that my two younger female cousins are already starting to date while me and my older cousin (not their brother btw), are still virgins in our 20s and rely on our parents for everything due to being nonNT.
Anyway we’re sitting in the living room and a fucking faggot drag queen advertisement plays on the TV as I’m sitting next to my grandfather. He calls then faggots which was based jfl, but then my aunt who is the mother of my female cousins starts arguing with him and saying there’s nothing wrong with being trans. Then MY FUCKING GRANDMOTHER chimes in and says she wants to attend a drag show and I just can’t believe my ears. I know my family was bluepilled but sweet mother of shit it was bad.
I then shouted out that those faggots like taking it up the ass and my grandmother said “why are you thinking like that?” MAYBE BECAUSE ITS FUCKING TRUE AND THOSE DISGUSTING MENTALLY ILL FREAKS SHOULD FUCKING KILL THEMSELVES! Then my fucking aunts try and invite my mother to a drag queen show and tell her they want to go to one.
All on Christmas, the birthday of Jesus Christ, well not really since it’s a fucking pagan holiday but you get the point. I lost my fucking appetite and decided to chill with my older cousin the rest of the night. Now I’m home and we’re gonna be going back there tomorrow.
TLDR: My younger cousins are living on tutorial mode, over for me and my older cousin, and my family worships fags apart from my based grandfather and uncle.
