The logical side of my brain has completely given up on women as there is no chance that one will be both willing put up with my several mental illnesses while being attracted to my physical appearance. I have proven this many times through my failed attempts at trying to approach women both offline and online, It doesn't matter how I did my approach I was rejected every single time. My logical side of my mind tells me that it's over and in way if you can accept it's over you at least adapt to your new awful normal but I cannot adapt my mind's irrational side for some reason make me hope, I can't explain it after all it's quite irrational but get these feelings like as if I can actually find love.
For most part my logical side wins but every so often this irrational side gives me this weird feeling of hope as if ever a woman would be interested in not only my looks but also my soul and it makes it impossible for me to resign myself to my fate never learning how to adapt to this lifestyle.
For most part my logical side wins but every so often this irrational side gives me this weird feeling of hope as if ever a woman would be interested in not only my looks but also my soul and it makes it impossible for me to resign myself to my fate never learning how to adapt to this lifestyle.
