SuicideFuel My Brain Is So Rotted

[lifeisfucked215]

My watch says I need to run 12 miles today. Instead I woke up late and laid in bed for another hour and a half. I have to go to work soon so can't go on my run today because I wasted my morning. I've really been hating myself more recently. I'm lazy and lacking discipline

 

[Max Doltman]

12 miles why

 

[lifeisfucked215]

12 miles why

Trying to become a pro in running

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Takes a lot of determination to run 12 fucking miles. No gymcel has the BALLS to run that far let alone run at all. I can't run because of my back fracture so I just walk on the treadmill at a high incline instead. But even then it's only for 2 miles max.

I'm lazy and lacking discipline

Maybe don't make every run that difficult? You could just run 3 miles when you're not up for it. Doing some form of exercise is always better than nothing.

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

My dad told me today to go outside but i didnt

 

[cripplecel]

From ldar for years + loneliness + no pussy I got a FUCKED up mind

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Takes a lot of determination to run 12 fucking miles. No gymcel has the BALLS to run that far let alone run at all. I can't run because of my back fracture so I just walk on the treadmill at a high incline instead. But even then it's only for 2 miles max.

Maybe don't make every run that difficult? You could just run 3 miles when you're not up for it. Doing some form of exercise is always better than nothing.

I don't make every run that difficult. I will do a long run like that twice a week. Problem is that was my only one I was doing for that week. Oh well there's always another day and just take it a day at a time. I was up for it but I just went to bed terribly late and had no time to do it. I keep staying up late browsing here and watching stupid shit online. So I need to go to bed earlier and not be on here so much late at night.

 

[NotTheElliot]

How TF have you not ascended?? You sound like you're in amazingly good shape.

 

[lifeisfucked215]

How TF have you not ascended?? You sound like you're in amazingly good shape.

No running/lifting weights for your face. Also I'm a very low weight right now, I think I'm 145lbs