rotting-alone
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Last week I walked through a ground at my old high-school. Saw lots of cute JBs in their short skirts and crop tops and such. It wasn't weird because I was riding my bike through the soccer field which many people do as they pass by the adjacent park.
A few days after that I went to my college campus. I'm recent alumni so my access card and everything still works. Walked around, snuck into classes, etc. Saw lots of hot college girls.
Felt nothing. At all. Both times.
No sadness, no regret, no sexual arousal, nothing.
All sui-fuel has lost its power on me. All the pain from my loneliness and sexually deprived existence is gone. It just can't hurt me anymore. I've become so alien to the topic of human connection, dating, intimacy, or even just "nights out at clubs" type of fun that normies do.
I'm no longer hurt by my loneliness. I can no longer feel any emotions or feelings associated with human friendship or companionship. Nakedness of women and the allure of b00bs doesn't even turn me on.
I have ascended.
A few days after that I went to my college campus. I'm recent alumni so my access card and everything still works. Walked around, snuck into classes, etc. Saw lots of hot college girls.
Felt nothing. At all. Both times.
No sadness, no regret, no sexual arousal, nothing.
All sui-fuel has lost its power on me. All the pain from my loneliness and sexually deprived existence is gone. It just can't hurt me anymore. I've become so alien to the topic of human connection, dating, intimacy, or even just "nights out at clubs" type of fun that normies do.
I'm no longer hurt by my loneliness. I can no longer feel any emotions or feelings associated with human friendship or companionship. Nakedness of women and the allure of b00bs doesn't even turn me on.
I have ascended.