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When I was 16, I was admitted to the hospital for being dangerously underweight. I just hadn’t bothered to eat or keep up personal hygiene because I was depressed. Anyway, I was in hospital for six weeks. I needed to gain 40 pounds slowly or risk starvation or heart complications.
I celebrated my 17th in there, the nurse felt so bad that no one visited me she gave me a card. I was in this facility for six weeks without a single visit aside from mum, can you even fathom how trash that would make you feel? I did not even want to live. No one even considered texting me, not once. I was left to rot playing my PSP while even the other patients (a drug addict and anorexic psychopath) has visitors almost nightly.
16 years old and this foray into the Blackpill was brutal, but it opened my eyes to how people really thought about me. Never has I felt so alone, but I did adopt the loner doggo that everyone hated around the hospital wing because he reminded me of myself, an outcast, litter of the runt. He is still with me today and one of the reasons I stick around.
If you are under 20, log off and fix your life.. before it’s too late.
I celebrated my 17th in there, the nurse felt so bad that no one visited me she gave me a card. I was in this facility for six weeks without a single visit aside from mum, can you even fathom how trash that would make you feel? I did not even want to live. No one even considered texting me, not once. I was left to rot playing my PSP while even the other patients (a drug addict and anorexic psychopath) has visitors almost nightly.
16 years old and this foray into the Blackpill was brutal, but it opened my eyes to how people really thought about me. Never has I felt so alone, but I did adopt the loner doggo that everyone hated around the hospital wing because he reminded me of myself, an outcast, litter of the runt. He is still with me today and one of the reasons I stick around.
If you are under 20, log off and fix your life.. before it’s too late.
